Mistakes were inconceivable. They didn't exist. Because to be anything less that perfect was to be a failure, and to be a failure meant absolute disappointment and resent from her mother. So Peridot never stepped forth from normalcy. To do so would be inviting the inevitable newness of unknowing. Until Lapis Lazuli blew into town. Until that beautiful, cold, stubborn girl stepped into her life, bringing uncertainty. But she also brought something else: acceptance. Something Peridot had never experienced, something she strongly doubted the existence of. Then, there was only one small problem. Peridot had to learn to accept herself before she could possibly accept another. {Modern High School AU, Severe Lapidot, Slowburn, Mild Language and Self Degradation, Possible Self Harm} (If there's anything too serious in a chapter, there will be an individual chapter warning, giving you the option to read or not) (Please, if there's anything you don't agree with don't be snide or report. Just stop reading. Everyone is entitled to an opinion but please be nice about it) Thanks!

Cover art is NOT mine! just wanted to make that clear. also, if you haven't read my other story, Only You, please go read that first or this story will make no sense at all. Thanks! Lapis Lazuli. A 24 year old, who works as a bar tender meets a familiar face whilst giving out drinks to people at a halloween party.. She cant figure out who this girl is.. but she knows she's seen her somewhere before. Peridot Greene. A 24 year old who's been running away from the government for being a werewolf. She meets a bar tender at a holloween party, and she cant help but feel this stranger is important. like they've met before.... Like they had a past together.. She cant figure it out, but she cant just sit around either.. What will happen between them?

(DISCLAIMER! I DO NOT OWN ANY ART FEATURED IN THIS BOOK! ALL ART GOES TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS!!) Lapis Lazuli is a student studying in Homeland High (Get it, 'Homeworld'! Homeland! *cough* sorry!) She had a very bad and depressing life, cutting to make herself feel better, she then meets a blonde girl, she changed Lapis' life forever!

Lapis Lazuli. A 19 year old artist, struggling to get through college, to make friends, and to get away from her abusive homophobic parents, finds a girl who is the complete oposite of her. Peridot Greene. They become friends, and Lapis finds out Peridot has a secret. Peridot Greene, a 19 year old who exceeds in college, and her social life bumps into Lapis Lazuli. Her roommate. As the two become closer with each other, Peridot catches feelings for her, and reveals her secret to her. What will become of the two?

Peridot just wants Lapis to have fun again. Lapis isn't ready to forgive Peridot yet. Stuff happens. (Set after Barn Mates)

Just read it I don't want to spoil anything

Have you ever wondered what happened that made Lapis hate Peridot so much? Yes she said Peridot used her for info but, what happened in the in the past? What happened when they weren't always fighting? When Peridot wasn't confronting Lapis? Were they ever friends? Thats what I'm going to tell you, there times in the old days..

Lapis and Peridot FLUFF... (Peri x Lapis is my OTP and I had to write this... this is the best book I've written so far, even if it's not that good XD) The cover art isn't mine....

It has been a year since Peridot finished college. She now works from home and owns her own business. She only had four friends from college that she still hangs out with. Amethyst, Pearl, Garnet and Steven. She lived a pretty secluded life until Amy held a college reunion Halloween party. She never expected what would happen.

Peridot is a nerd and one day is saved by a mysterious bluenette. What will happen after Peridot becomes friends with this blue beauty? I do not own the characters in this story! This is from STEVEN UNIVERSE. I'm only doing a alternative universe fan fiction! Trigger warning! Sëlfh@rm, suici$al, abùse, mentions of r%pe and depression! Started July 14 2020 Finished March 3 2023