WARNING: This story may contain mild language at times. Also, if you don't like Dan and Phil and believe you may leave a hate comment, please do NOT read on. Thank you, enjoy.

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.

Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

THIS FIC IS CURRENTLY NOT BEING UPDATED Phil is in need of some money and sometimes the best way to get it is to the do harder jobs. Model!Phil & Harsh!Howell || HIGHEST RANK: 52 in fan fiction ||

After Dan and Phil's bad breakup Dan is left alone with nothing but the engagement ring. They are separated for 5 months, Dan is now living with Alex Day and Phil is living on his own. They have no contact with each other. What will happen when they bump into each other at the train station, will it be phan all over again or will it just be another heartbreak? Warnings - Drug Usage, Self-harm, Use of Alcohol, That's about it but I will warn you at the beginning of a chapter is something will happen ;3 Enjoy!

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

To: Phil Phil, it's Dan. Please talk to me. I'm dying here.

swiggity sway these blokes are gayy.

Random thoughts and rants I think of during the day that no one probably cares about lolzor.

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]