UPDATE, A COUPLE OF YEARS LATER Hey guys, please read this bit before you read this story. This story contains descriptions of violence and needs an overall trigger warning for suicide. When I wrote the chapters for this story, I wasn't in the best state of mind and I projected that into my writing as some sort of therapy; only difference between me and other people going through depression as I was back then, is that I published mine which contributes to the romanticisation of suicide and mental illness. I didn't understand mine back then, but I do now. Please seek help if you identify with the OC. It's not healthy and damages your soul as it had mine. I am better now. I want you to be better, too. You matter. You are your own universe and your sun, you moon, your stars... don't forget that. Take care of yourself because you are important. I wish someone said that to me back then, so I am saying it to you now. I am more than happy to talk to anyone going through the same thing I went through. Again, thank you so much to everyone who engaged with this story over the years! I would take it down because I personally do not believe in a lot of the things I wrote back then that has been intertwined with this story but I want it up to at least reach out to someone and keep a memory of my writing progress. Lots of love, Z xx

"If love was enough, I'd be here with you now."

"ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏsᴛ ᴄʟᴜʙ ᴅᴀʀʟɪɴɢ, ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴀʏ ᴡᴇ ʙᴇ ᴀ sᴇʀᴠɪᴄᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ?" A young girl stumbles upon a rather interesting club while lost in 𝒪𝓊𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝒜𝒸𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓂𝓎

You had been held captive by Sangwoo and tortured for months while Yoon Bum stayed upstairs. After Oh Sangwoo gets caught and arrested, you're trying to get your life back on track. But things aren't going so well. You can't hold it together at your job. Forming relationships is seemingly impossible. And being alone at night is almost unbearable. Your therapist suggests you try writing letters to your captor in order to get your feelings out-- never sending them of course. But what happens when you decide that you maybe... want to?

In which I fall in love with my brother's best friend. ***** "Don't pretend like you don't feel anything." His voice is low, sending shivers down my spine. "What do you mean?" "You know damn well what I mean." "I don't know what you're talking about." I pretend to ignore him, flipping some pages in my book. "Come on. I have all these assignments waiting. Aren't you supposed to teach me tonight?" "It depends on what you want me to teach." He smirks, his voice sounding even more dangerous. ***** I thought that my brother was the most popular guy in school, but as soon as I step into my university life, I realize how wrong I was. Meet Vaughn Cooper, his best friend. The guy is the epitome of every girl's dream. Godlike handsome. The quarterback. He's got the looks, and he's got the brain. Come on, he's got the scholarship to one of the most prestigious universities in the country, while I have just barely passed the entrance examination after long years of struggle during high school. How could a guy who worked that hard and deserves nothing more but adoration be labeled as a bad boy? Yeah, the answer is simple. The moment we lock eyes, I realize something as I stare into those piercing, amber eyes. He's not every girl's dream. He's every girl's nightmare. In my case, MY nightmare. Calm down, heart. Our story hasn't even started. ***** THE SPENCERS SERIES BOOK #1 © 2020 Anya Jayvyn. All Rights Reserved. (Content warning: This book has descriptive sexual content, explicit language, and triggering themes)

this book is a bunch of smut! credits go to owners! I did not write these but I will give creds to the owners!! - - The other book just disappeared so I'm making another one

Who knew a piano could be a matchmaker?

| And after the stupidity of foreshadowing, you, [Y/N], escape an orphanage and end up in the Port Mafia. Life is just a game, isn't it? Take the very few chances you have. After all, we're in this together, always.

[ENGLISH] ❝Hey, did you know? This school has eight mysteries. They say that if you find the true story behind each of them... something will happen. You don't know them? Okey, I will tell you about one of them.❞ Posted on: 1st May 2020 (I didn't plan to write anything related to JSHK, but quarantine kills me so oh boy here we go.) ➤I don't own all of the characters, nor the original story. I'm writing this for fun. ➤English isn't my first language, so I hope you will forgive me some mistakes.