There's a void Oikawa Tooru needs to fill. It is slowly consuming him, slowly taking away his humanity, until he will be nothing but skin and dust no more. He tries to fill this black hole with girls, drugs, and sex, but nothing seems to work. It just leaves him with a sugarcoated knife aimed at his throat. . That is, until he gets high at a college party and spills his guts to his best friend, Iwaizumi Hajime. /// !I DO NOT OWN HAIKYUU! Only the plot + cover + some random, insignificant characters

This story is about Noya being a trans guy and scared to tell his team about it. However one day Karasuno team finds out. Will they support him? ☡Note☡ This story has different pov's from different characters. Its mostly an Asanoya story but other characters and other ships will be included 'cause why not? This is also my first haikyuu fanfic and I'm writting in english although that's not my main language so I apologise for any bad grammar that may come up. ☡Important☡ I do not won the characters and some things may be different from the original anime BUT you may or may not receive spoilers. Also there's a lot of yaoi in this story and it may contain fluff, smut and things like that so if you don't like it don't read it. ☡Trigger Warning☡ This Fanfiction may include self harm, homophobic and transphobic comments, and violence. It will have some rough words too. Now that you've been warned enjoy!