Derek tells Meredith about him kissing Renee and she has to decide whether to take him back. After all of this time, he had broken his promise. "I stop talking and sit beside her. My arm reaches out to rub her back but I hesitate. How, in good conscience can I hold her? After everything I've done, I deserve to watch her cry." (smut warning)

⚠️WARNING: THIS BOOK IS MATURE⚠️ This story contains - longer chapters than most fanfics - sex - blood/abuse - violence - medical words - difficult words like 'svelte' - music [which will never be necessary to understand the book] . . . BLURB: Derek's catches Addison cheating on him with Finn. Finn is Derek's identical twin. Derek leaves NY and moves into the trailer in Seattle. Upon meeting Meredith, he starts to have panic attacks in his sleep. In his dreams, Derek meets his subconscious. Meredith helps Derek through his problems. . . . Tiktok + Instagram: goldempaddy . . . [I did not think that i had to type this but: anyone who makes fun of (rudely) or begins name calling in the cmt section will loose my respect and the respect of all my tiktok and instagram fans]

Grey's just got reinstated for a second season and everyone is overjoyed. Everyone except Ellen and Patrick that is! After sharing a sexual encounter before break Ellen and Patrick haven't seen each other or talked in three months. How will they cope with having to be together almost every day? Will Ellen tell Patrick that she has feelings for him, or will she lie and say she is over him? Will Patrick leave his wife to be with Ellen, or will he stay in his unhappy marriage? Will love bloom or will it all fall to pieces. Varying POV'S. Mature content.

A Dempeo FanFiction - After being offered a seven year contract by Shonda Rhimes, Patrick and Ellen are now forced to work together. But when feelings get in the way can the truly hide them from each other?

Set towards the end of filming season 6. As Ellen navigates being a first time mom and Patrick fights his feelings for her, what will happen when Chris isn't the father that Ellen thought he would be?

What happened if Meredith really was pregnant in 03x04? How will her relationship with Derek be after he is told he will be a father? Will he be able to win her love or will she stay with Finn Danderage? This shows the journey of Meredith being pregnant and an intern trying to balance her personal life with her professional life

Meredith Grey is a neurosurgery attending at Seattle Grace Mercy West hospital and when Dr Richard Webber retires he calls in Dr Derek Shepherd from New York and she realises she has a crush on her new chief of surgery and Derek realises he has a crush on one of his employees.

Meredith lives in Boston, she just graduated from med school, and she is going to Seattle to visit her family for Christmas. Derek was visiting family in Boston, but had to head home to Seattle because of work. What happens when the 2 cross paths?