How would you feel if one day you come to know that your most favourite person was non-existent the whole time? The person you trust the most, the person who you rely on every damn time, turns out to be nothing but an imagination.. what would you do? What would Xiao Zhan do? What would he do when his own mind plays with him wickedly? What would he do when his heart gets torn between the existent and the non-existent, the beautiful illusion and the harsh reality? What would he do when his chaotic heart falls for a person helplessly who has no intention other than healing him from all his past wounds and the pain he goes through.. while he is totally oblivious of the fact that whatever care and love is showered on him is merely a pretence, a plan for his treatment? A life full of pain and miseries where Xiao Zhan finds his solace, his peace of mind and soul only when he hugs his 𝗧𝗲𝗱𝗱𝘆 to sleep. And when he meets his long time friend, 𝙏𝙚𝙙, who understands him like no other.. Would the other fall for him too..? Will he be able to ignore all the flaws of Xiao Zhan and love him back? Will he be able to heal the meek guy and end his sufferings forever? This is my another YiZhan fanfic. Although the description seems quite gloomy, it's gonna have a lot of fluff, fun and sweetness.. accompanied with a lot of pain too.. Hope you all are gonna like it. ❣️ [P.S.- It may contain some vivid references of BDSM and erotic descriptions of sex scenes between men. If you feel uncomfortable, you can stay away. You've been warned. Thank You.]

We are different and we aren't allowed to love. We are not meant to be Happy. • • • • • A small oneshot story by me. Its not a fanfiction, but I hope my readers support it ❤️ ✓Cover is mine. ✓ No hate zone. Thank you. I'll be waiting for reviews.

Can break ups solve everything? Does love really fade when separation comes in its way? Can one really let go of the memories they made all together just in one go? They can't, can they? And.. what about.. them? Where they keep on pleading themselves to hold on and let go at the same time.. Will they be able to forget the bittersweet memories they made? Will they win in this cold war of putting up the facade, or will they lose in the battle of masking their feelings? With new partners by their side... With someone who love them unconditionally.. they should have been happier than one can expect. Right? That is how it is supposed to be, isn't it? Or.. is there something more to be unfolded.. something yet to be known.. and yet to be seen? LET'S SEE ! • • • • This is my another YiZhan fanfiction. My first time writing angst, so.. pray for me ! I hope y'all will like it. Comment and vote to let me know your views. ✓ The story is entirely mine. ✓ Similarity with any real event, is just a coincidence. ✓ Angst! Angst! Angst! ✓ The cover is mine. ✓ No hate zone. ⚠️🚨 CONTAINS DEPICTIONS OF SELF HARM. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK 🚨⚠️ I'll be waiting for y'all. ☺️ Thank You ❤️

"Ge, on the floor !" A command was heard. And the said man obeyed as he kneeled on the mattress placed down there, for their special date night. The other smiled at the latter's submission and huskily whispered in his ears. "Since you were missing me.. and waited like a good boy,.. I'll reward you, my love!" • • • • • • • • • • • • • This story contains smut, continue if you're comfortable. 🔞 ✓ Cover by me. 😊 ✓[A/N : The story is mine.] ✓(P.S. : It is a pure work of fiction and my mind. Doesn't concern the characters involved in real.) ✓{Let me tell you.. I got inspired for this story after I watched Yibo's performance of the Versace on the floor.} So.. it's gonna be hot. 😉 Read at your own risk. And if you're homophobic, stay away. 🔞

Two best friends grew up together in the orphanage .. They are so close that they never left each other's side..In childhood, they stayed together, ate together and played together and now when they are grown up.. they are still living together.. that's how dependent they are on each other. Other than them.. they have a lovely group of friends.. whom they grew up with.. worthy to be called as Family. A world totally of their own💓. And in this world a new flower blooms as they reach their youth.. the flower of LOVE ♥️ While one is aware of his emotions.. the other one is totally oblivious of his feelings.. Will they be able to erase the confusion? Will they be able to cherish the new flower of Love? Will the two best friends be able to find.. what they've been seeking for ??? LET'S SEE.. My first YiZhan fanfic.. I hope I'll be able to write it well..😌

"Listen!! It may have been all a mere pretence for you.. but not for me !!" , He cried out, fresh tears rolling down his face. "Is that how you feel about me?!" , the other asked in calm voice. "Don't ask anything... just.. just..", he stuttered. "Just.. what??", the elder questioned back. " Just Take. Me. In. already..!!", Yibo gritted his teeth trying to hold back his tears. • • • • • Okay so I'm here with my first ZhanYi oneshot fanfiction. I just had this idea.. which popped up in my head out of nowhere and decided to write it down. This is a BL story.. and I have no intention to offend anybody. If you're against homosexuality then kindly stay away. Contains a bit of smut. You have been warned. 🔞 Thank You ❤️