Gon's shaking hands furiously threw themself at the door knob as his body followed them. After he scolded the door he bend beside the wall, hugging his legs. His breathing was so uneven and ragged, his eyes were watery. "Gon." Killua's soft voice was heard on the other side of the door. Gon was at the verge of tears as he hesitated, should I answer him? "Gon, you don't have to answer just knock three times if you're okay. And- and open the door if you're not." Gon took deep breaths. In and out, in and out, in and out... His hand slowly went to the door knob as the door slowly opened. Killua stepped in as he saw Gon, obviously avoiding his gaze. He bend on his knees, looking at Gon directly at his face. "What's wrong?" His voice was above a whisper, Gon was sure he wouldn't here him if they weren't the only ones in the whole basement. Gon looked up to Killua once again, meeting his sympathetic gaze. His blue eyes shining with worry. "I- I think I'm losing it Killua." Gon found himself melting, drowning in Killua's mesmerizing eyes, so beautiful. "Losing what?" "I think I'm drifting into madness." Killua smiled genuinely a hand taking its place on Gon's cheek, cupping it. "That's good." "That's good?" Gon whispered, it was a real question asked out of shock. "Yeah, cause we're all mad here." -•- In which Gon finds out that he has a family from his mother side after his aunt's death. He moves into his uncle's mansion who lives in the countryside. Even though he struggles at first his pain turns into something beautiful as he opens the doors to a magical dreamland, it's name Wonderland.

Killua's admitted to a facility for mentally ill or disturbed youths. There, he meets Gon. A long time patient, who'd been there most of his life. As the two get closer, finding refuge from their past within their friendship, things begin to develop that neither expected. Killua's 16. Gon's 17.

[ KILLUGON ] After a medical crisis, Gon's confined by bedrest and he needs to do something - anything - to keep his mind occupied, even if that thing is the latest game on the market: Hunter Vs Hunter. Gon becomes consumed by the world of gaming and streaming where he finds a famous, furious, and devilishly handsome streamer by the name Kill. When Gon's dorm friend introduces them in a match, Kill's fanbase goes crazy because of one simple fact: That Gon is an absolute newbie who can kick Kill's ass any day, any time. Kill won't stop until he ends Gon's winning streak-even if that means flying Gon out to a nation-wide HvsH tournament to face off, kick ass, and meet for the first time.