when I cry... I can't help but smile. the pain inside takes me over as soon my eyes turn dull and my body becomes weak. my eyes turn to stone as they don't show what they use to. tears... tears flow down my face as my smile grows wider as I laugh... I turn into a empty whole as I feel there is no meaning for me to live.... friends... friends, the knife under my bed... the tears I hold inside.. iwaizumi.. save me... cause I don't think I will make it much longer.. -oikawa

[18+ Very dark and profound themes such as suicide, drugs, philosophy, abuse, etc. that can make readers feel easily uneasy as the subjects are triggering and disturbing.] •I suggest you listen to the soundtracks above the chapters for a better experience!• Plot: A young 19 year old red haired, Tendou Satori, feels alone in his new university until he meets Ushijima Wakatoshi on his way home. Tendou is not a big fan of social interactions, but remains close to his new friend until his feelings take over. This very close friendship will lead our two favourite characters on unforgettable aesthetic night adventures, which will allow Tendou to escape reality.

The story of two volleyball players, one depressed and alone and the other figuring it out Trigger Warning ⚠️ This book contains self harm and suicide shit, so don't read if this makes you uncomfortable or triggers you Also has the big gay so ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) But no premarital sex!!!1!1!!

Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.