゜✩・.・✯・゜𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐒𝐎 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐆𝐂 ❝ i want to love a boy the way i love the ocean wish i was not afraid of all i have that's broken i know i must behave to contain all my emotion ❞ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ when 7 teenage boys make a group chat to survive yet another year at welton academy, chaos will ensue. a dead poets society au taking place in 2020 (if covid didn't exist). this fanfic is very much gay, so if you're homophobic like neil's and cameron's parents, please educate yourself and yeet yourself outta here. we don't want you. beware of clear *gen-z vibes* + fandom references that I am either very familiar with or are obviously inaccurate (poetry). this story is inspired by " doriians" on ao3, so you should check that out! please comment on a specific chapter if you happen to read this one and the one by doriians and notice that i accidentally stole an idea. also, i love receiving comments! they make my day and i tend to update it more often if you let me know you like them! ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ❝ like a hidden cave i am always open i hold the space you made i'm empty but still hoping i have a feeling a terrible fear encroaching ❞ {DEAD POETS SOCIETY} © focusonthefuture (tara) - 2021 -discontinued- ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

i don't want to wake up on my own anymore Neil Perry x Todd Anderson

Nick Carroway has never been alone. Lost, perhaps. But never alone. That is, until a mysterious call sends Gatsby away and leaves Nick in charge of the mansion until he returns. With Daisy and Tom's sudden departure, and Daisy's golf tour in Europe, Nick finds that all the people he was once surrounded with were now all gone. Follow him through his downward spiral of change and fear, as even the great Gatsby himself struggles to give Nick the comfort he searches for. COVER ART BY RMSVIBES!!!! Please check them out and tell them I sent you!!

*The third story in the "Thrill of the Chase" series.* Someone is threatening to kidnap John. The Holmes brothers can't work out who it is. Sherlock refuses to tell John he's potentially in danger, thinking he'll be fine; better off not knowing. Was that the right thing to do? Will old acquaintances be reunited? Greg and Mycroft are doing something potentially foolish. They're adopting a child. Yes, the 'Iceman' and his husband, who used to be a student at his school, are adopting. They think they're up to it. Do you? Warnings: Frequent sexual activity. Violence. Fluff. Love. Hopefully it's also really sexy. I'm just going to stop now.

Back from Afghanistan, John is feeling out of sorts, suffering from his leg issue and the nightmares from PTSD. One night, he feels especially low, and calls a depression hotline. The intelligent but rude hotline worker is nothing like he expected. Funny how months later, he still can't get the unusual conversation, or that man, out of his head....

John Watson thirty-two years old wasted his entire life with failing dates with women. Until someone simply told him that he was gay. Published DEC 2016 A Johnlock fanfiction ~ Johnlock ~ Johnlock AU ~ Started writing 6 december 2016 and finished the story 17 April 2017

"I'm willing to take the risk," Gregory said, sliding his hands up to my shoulders. "The question is," he lowered his voice, "Are you?"

*Post Rechienbach Fall* Every night Consulting Detective Sherlock Holmes watches his best friend, and love-of-his-life crying in his bed, deteriorating all because of Sherlock. Sherlock realises he has to get back to John, but will it be as simple as that? *CAUTION: SMUTTY*

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️- mention of suicide , domestic abuse, eating disorders and self harm. John and Sherlock are working a case when Sherlock gets shot. He is not majorly injured, but It required that John looks at his medical records. He quickly realizes that Sherlock had 5 suicide attempts in the past years. As John and Sherlock admit their feelings for each other, John learns how deep Sherlocks mental problems run. John knows he cannot magically make Sherlock better, but is determined to try to be there for him. Will he be able to? Completed. 87k words with a sequel in progress

John's never seen a kid like him. He has this beautiful, crazy grace - withheld behind a smug smile and wisecracks that make John frustrated in so many different kinds of ways. And his eyes; crystal clear, decisive, cleaning through the unimportant things to find the valuables in life. He may or may not have a thing for smoking and James Bond, his favorite ice cream is mint with a chocolate swirl, and he is absolutely addicted to Pop Rocks and toffee. He enjoys pretty boys and warehouses, where he can hoard and think and be alone. Also, bumper cars, and John Watson. But Sherlock Holmes's thing, his niche, his calling in life... is to steal. Books. Wallets. Phones. Cars. Everything you've ever wanted, he's had. Everything you've ever wished for, he's stolen. Everything you are, everything you told yourself that you weren't, he owns, and he plays you like an out-of-tune violin. Does that mean that John's going to let him steal his heart? Not a shot in hell.