"Calum, why is everyone in this town so afraid of you?" [this isn't scary i promise]

"Welcome to the chase. Might as well just call it Hell." cover by @Iucifer

"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.

You love him,with all your heart and with everything in you. He's your best-friend. Your mind,body and soul constantly screams his name. He's encircled in your thoughts,in the way you walk,talk,and even in the way you write. You face him so many times - he never seems to disappear. You begin to question if he ever will? So many thoughts were left unspoken,untouched. Your vulnerability seems to disappear as the years pass, the longing,wishing and hoping suddenly burns out,like a candle in the wind, a fire in the water. However,after telling yourself that you were okay one too many times will you finally admit that you aren't. When his face comes to view after so many years,will you walk away or try to fix things yet again? And if your paths cross and fate makes is way,bringing you two together- will it be too late?

"What do you want?" I glared at the blonde boy. "To see if you're okay" He mumbled, looking straight into my eyes. They were full of sorrow and guilt, Like he was actually sad he stopped. It made me even more angry. He broke our promise. "I'm fine. Now stop following me!" I growled. ------> Ever since Grace Jones was thirteen years old, she's been skipping between families. From living with poor old Mrs Skibby in Melbourne, to living with Kelly in Perth. It wasn't that they didn't want her. No, it was because of her severe depression and suicide attempts. So when she moves in with Stella and her family in Sydney, does all this continue? Probably. But then her passed shows up and she's face to face with the one and only Ashton Irwin from 5 seconds of summer. She didn't want him in her life, but he continues to show himself back in. What did Ashton do to make her hate him so much? Why is he so determined to change her opinion about him? Will she defeat her depression? <----- WARNING: This story will contain depression and self harm. If you're not comfortable with self harm then i suggest you don't read this book ok (SEQUEL TO THIS BOOK IS CALLED 6:54) © 2013 by JUMUNJI. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

She trusted him. But he has let her down in the worst ways possible. *Trigger Warning: This story includes eating disorders, self-harm, depression, and sexual harassment*