Each day it's like an overdose with you in my eyes, my heart won't stop beating for you it's like you're an addictive drug that I can't keep away from. I try and try to tell myself that it's not what it is. I need some times alone and stop myself from loving you so much but how can I stop? A placebo is a unharmful deceiving pill that helps us think what we want and believe what we want and it's exactly what I want and what I need, "Deceive me this one time is all I'm asking for." It's all up in my mind. I don't love her but my heart says so otherwise. I let myself be deceive not knowing that it'd already happened. It's no placebo effect, it's reality. A short story of a young boy who fell in love for the first time and doesn't know what those feelings are called. He thinks he's going crazy. Love is a powerful word and it's a scary pain. Once you're in you can't get out. He loves a girl who he thinks doesn't know that he exist. Everyday he watches her smile from a far and inside he was screaming. He tells himself that he don't love her. He says that she's only a passerby and he tells himself that she's just a friend. He was wanting to deceive himself from thinking what he knows inside. He wants to stay away from this so called love but the more he tries the more he gets drawn into her charms. "I'm doing fine, just trust me, believe it or not." He said knowing that he was deceiving himself. He's not fine, the heart want what it wants and you can't stop it. ©loading_not_today 2018 Disclaimer: All characters do not belong to me. This plot is mine though so please be cooperative about the story as it is mine who write this. If you, by some point or, somehow found some same ideas and plot from somewhere else then just letting you know that it was made by coincidence. I work hard on my books so please DO NOT COPY OR PLAGIARIZE! Thank you, I hope you guys enjoy my book!

She was the new student. He was the school's loner. She was widely liked. He was misunderstood. She found him interesting. He wanted nothing to do with her. "People are like medicine. We use them to feel better and heal and then, when we don't need them anymore, we just throw them away." -cover by QianZhengha0- •Now available in Italian, Polish and Portuguese• Highest rank: #1 in fanfiction TRIGGER WARNING: Contains mentions of self harm and suicide.

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