This is the first time I've written something on but I'll give it my best shot. America is on the beach right under the cliffs when his classmate, Russia who he secretly liked, tried to commit suicide... read more to find out what happens! This book will contain smut, suicide attempts, angst & fluff, gay stuff, self harm, and of course, country humans! If you are sensitive to any of these topics, please don't read. Also, please excuse my grammar, i'm not a good writer... (cover made by me!)

America is depressed and always getting bullied in school. He wants to confess he's love to he's bully Russia but is afraid. I'm bad at descriptions so yeah (Cover art mine) This is only for fun

This story contains a lot of smut if you're uncomfortable with this then DON'T READ if you take the time to bitch about it in the comments I will laugh mercilessly at your stupidity.

Russia had always been a loner. No friends and no one interested in wanting to be. Its safe to say that everyone was afraid of him, including his own family; And he liked it that way. However, when a new to the scene country moves to his town, to Russia's surprise, he realizes that not everyone is like the "everyone" he knows of. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This story isn't related to "Chamomile Flowers for my Love". I just wanted to make a new, more interesting and better written story for you all. Thanks for reading Cover art: By me

this takes place in School for Russia and America, Russia's father has recently passed, causing him to take care of his siblings. America's father, Britain, is abusive (only towards America) and homophobic.