Everybody's got their demons, even wide awake or dreaming. Niall Horan had his secrets and his demons that he covered with a smile. He never let it show, even to his best friends. They never caught on either. Well, until Niall fell for one and it all slowly came out. Zayn Malik was Niall's best friend since birth. They've been through everything together. They were partners in crime. They were opposite in every way possible, but that's all that drew Zayn to become infatuated with the Irish boy. Are Niall's secrets too deep to ever be fully uncovered? Will Zayn still feel the same about Niall if he can uncover the demons from a jet black heart?

⚠️⚠️warning⚠️⚠️ Just a simple book about One Direction lads and there mental health, there is mention of self harm and suicide and other stuff so please read at your own risk Twitter @claricepayne00 Instagram @claricepayne_wattpad Tumblr @claricepayne archive of their own @claricepayne00

Niall James Horan is kidnapped by a man with traits only known to be thought as a psycho. He knows that his kidnapper won't let him go. So he can only prey to his band mates, family, and fans. "never let me go, in your dreams, thoughts, priers, and hearts..." << I do not support rape or any kind of violence this story is just based off many movies/tv shows I have watched over the years >>

Niall Horan doesn't have a problem. He tells himself that everyday. He has convinced himself that he can control it, that he can stop whenever he wants. He's getting weak and people are starting to notice. But he can stop whenever he wants, though. He's in a downward spiral and lost all hope, desperately needing someone to save him...from himself. But he can stop whenever he wants, though. Niall Horan says he doesn't have a problem, only he does have a problem. Niall is battling with one of the toughest battles in this day and age...anorexia. And he can't control it, he can't stop.

All the boys are on their way back from Nandos but what happens when a car crashes into Niall's door, will Niall be okay or not check my other books out and follow my social media Twitter @claricepayne00 Instagram @claricepayne_wattpad Tumblr @claricepayne archive of their own @claricepayne00

Louis has a habit of not complaining. Harry hates it because, sometimes if you don’t complain, bad things happen; like ending up in the ICU. This is the OFFICIAL VERSION please note that there are four or five R rated scenes that have been moved to another site to keep this story un-privated. The links are provided in the appropriate places in the story where you can read them. Please check my bio for the link to the translations! These include POLISH (Polski), SPANISH (Español), ITALIAN (Italiano), FRENCH (Français), RUSSIAN (русский), CZECH, CHINESE (中国的), ROMANIAN (român), PORTUGUESE (português), BRAZILIAN PORTUGUESE (português do Brasil) SLOVAK (slovenská), DUTCH (Nederlands), GERMAN (Deutsch) Direct link to translation masterpost is: http://room_317.livejournal.com

It's the year 2020 and Louis gets an unexpected call informing him that one direction were reuniting in no less than a month. When the time comes, no one expected Harry to act the way he does. Or a hate to love fic where Harry and Louis reunite after the hiatus. Completed- 26th jan, 2020

Niall is hurting in the inside. Everyday, the pain just gets a little bit worse. Will anyone notice? Will anyone care? Will anyone hear his silent cries? (Trigger Warning: Includes self harm, eating disorders, and suicidal thoughts)

This is the story of an ignored Niall and how he dealt with it. By leaving one direction. Takes place during the Where We are Now tour. Hey! The story will be better then the summary I promise or at least I hope so. This will be ZIANOURRY! If you have any ideas for other fanfics that you want written as in not just a one shot but a book PM me and I will try to write it as soon as possible! Anyways hope you enjoy oh and I don't own anything except for my brain and imagination...and my laptop.

Niall Horan, blonde, young , homeless, afraid, and deeply depressed. Niall was kicked out of his home , and was forced to live a double life , keeping his home life separate from his life at school, which was a social nightmare. Liam payne, Cliche heartthrob? Not, typical bad boy? Much more. The two come from seperate, yet completely identical lives, and one day, the bully will live in the bullied shoes, and one day, the loveless will experience love. "I experienced so much pain in my life, that i grew numb to it...but isn't it ironic that only Payne can take me out of this numbing pain? Its like fire being able to make another fire go out, it shouldn't be possible, but it can happen."