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Dear My Darling, Clementine ┃Jean Kirstein by Monday1201
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"I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" "Good, I can live with hate. As long as I know you feel something for me." He was your unfinished forever. You thought you'd buried your love months ago, until he came back like no time had passed. When Art student Jean Kirstein returns to Paradis College after a year of silence, you aren't sure whether to slam the door or to pull him into your arms. But old feelings have a way of resurfacing. As Old truths and long-kept secrets rise, you'll have to face the pain you swore you'd never have to revisit. Because to love him again, you'll have to forgive the past. And maybe yourself. ♡︎༺☆༻♡︎ Aot college au, 18+, trigger warnings will be at the start of each chapter, intended for mature audiences. Cover art credit- KORINarchives
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐓 [𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧] by Reinersbb
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[𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 / 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞 𝐀𝐔] Crashing into a stranger on what feels like the worst day of your life so far? Pure, unlucky coincidence. Only to cross paths again one eventful night soon after? Fate, possibly. One college party. One broken heart. One hookup. When Jean proposes a deal so tempting, you agree without any further thought. It was supposed to be a distraction. You were supposed to forget. What starts as a seemingly innocent yet instant connection spirals into something neither you nor Jean sees coming. ((SMUT) ((did I mention smut? I just wanted to be crystal clear as a warning that this is a plot-heavy story with smut scenes, so don't say I didn't warn you.... SMUT)) Started: 01/27/2021 [Available on Wattpad/AO3/Tumblr] [[Cover made by me]] [[actively editing first few chapters]] Highest Ranking(s): #1- Kirstein #1- Jaeger #1- Fratboys #1- Titan #2- fratboyeren #2- jeankirschtein #3- AOT #3- Jean #3- Jeankirstein #5- plot #6- Eren #6- snk #6- Modernau #7- jeanxreader #11- surveycorps #15- Shingekinokyojin #51- attackontitan #151- University
Nepenthe - Jean Kirstein by burntoashe
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After prison for manslaughter, Jean Kirstein disappears, leaving Canada, a shattered night, and whispers that follow him like warnings. Shingashina is quiet. A small house. A forgettable job. A second chance he doesn't think he deserves. He's not here for redemption. He's here to survive. Painting steadies his hands; college keeps him moving. Until history class threatens to unravel him, and you appear. A volunteer tutor, patient, gentle, and impossibly stubborn. You treat him like he's human, not a stranger haunted by shadows. He keeps his distance at first. Short answers. Guarded glances. Walls built from knowing exactly what happens when people get too close. But you don't push. And that's worse. Slowly, silence cracks. Words become warmth, warmth becomes something dangerous. You start to see him, the version the world left behind. And Jean knows how this ends. The truth about Marco Bodt isn't a story. It's a fracture that never healed. And some fractures leave marks no one else should find. The closer you get, the more he realizes he doesn't want you to leave. And maybe, that's the most dangerous thing of all. ˙⋆✮ This story contains mature and potentially distressing themes, including depictions of violence, references to past trauma, and explicit sexual content. It also addresses homophobia and its emotional impact. Reader discretion is advised. Please take care while reading.
𝐓𝐮𝐭𝐨𝐫 S.Nanami by zbomie56
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𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲? Desperate to pass math and paying to survive in college, she juggles late-night study sessions with a new job at a quiet pizza shop. Her tutor? Mysterious, blunt, and way too good-looking. Her boss? Cold, unreadable, and never smiles. They couldn't be more different-until the lines start to blur. She doesn't know it yet, but the man tutoring her might already know everything about her... even where she works. FLUFF SMUT MATURE THEMES COLLEGE AU
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about you | jean kirstein x reader by astroyoons
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You were supposed to leave him behind. The boy who challenged you, competed with you, annoyed you to your very core, until he didn't. Jean Kirstein, your academic rival, your almost-friend, your first love... and the person you left without saying goodbye. You thought distance would make it easier. That burying yourself in ambition, in grief, in survival, would make you forget. But nothing could quite erase the burn he left on your skin, or the look he gave you the night everything fell apart. Now you're back in Paradis. Just for a few months, just long enough to fulfill a promise, to see your friends again, to pretend that the past doesn't hurt anymore. But fate has other plans. Because the first time you see him again... he's not standing. He's broken, quiet, older...and yet everything you once loved still lingers in his eyes. From academic enemies to something impossibly tender and undone, this is a slow-burn story about growing up, losing everything, and finding your way back to the person who always felt like home. "Do you think I have forgotten about you?"
I Swear I Love You ৻ꪆ | J. Kirstein by antfair
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╰┈➤ A short story, in which two people in the same group therapy begin to get close Jean Kirstein x Female Reader
off limits | jean kirschtein. by juliettefferrars
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y/n jaeger starts her freshman year at university of trost (UOT), turning nineteen in only three days. Her older brother, eren jaeger is a junior campus heartthrob alongside his best friend jean kirstein. Both of them have girls desperate to be on either one of their arms, however things take a turn when eren catches his friend trading glances with his little sister. Overprotective of her since the day she was born, eren jaeger has always willingly thrown himself into fights for y/n's sake. In his eyes she's not nineteen - she's still a baby. And if he needs to fight his own best friend... so be it. a brother's best friend trope with a love triangle, betrayal and heartbreak. [TW: y/n deals with an anxiety disorder, thoughts of death, trauma responses specifically towards men. animal cruelty and violence is mentioned. ]
A Bell To Ring || Jean x Reader by hiiwriteforfun
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Y/n used to have a future. Once upon a time, there were dreams of stages, spotlights, and cheers - until a single injury shattered all of it. Now? She's barely hanging onto college, drowning in grades, and doing her best to push the world away before it leaves her first. Jean Kirstein wasn't supposed to stick around. Annoying, persistent, and impossible to shake, he shows up when Y/n least wants anyone to. But sometimes the wrong people slip through the cracks, and sometimes the heart can't tell the difference between a lifeline and a hook. This isn't just a love story. This is a story about a boy who let the light in a girl's dark world, flickering where she never thought it could glow again.
eldia by yagamisdiary
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Jean Kirstein, a soldier of the royal guard of the kingdom Eldia is granted a promotion. Although he'd normally be thrilled, his new job requires watching over and protecting the princess who has a terrible habit of doing exactly what she's not supposed to. reader discretion advised. all characters 18+, no titan powers, set in fantasy world. smut. content for 18+. talk about death and killing. violent/graphic scenes. cover art creds: gundo_49 on twitter!!
𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐘 by letsalcook
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𓊈 𝙵𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚋𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚛 𝙹𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚇 𝙵𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚂𝚔𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛⋆. ୨୧˚⋆ 𓊉 ☆⋆。𖦹°‧★ 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑→In which you leave Marley in the middle of sophomore year, running from a past you refuse to name and a mother you're desperate to forget. Paradis University is meant to be a clean slate, a place where you can pretend and no one knows your scars. That plan falls apart the moment you meet Jean Kirstein. The cocky, infuriating captain of the football team and your friend's worst influence. He manages to get under your skin like no one else, and you swear you'll never fall for someone like him. You hate him. He hates you. Or at least that's what you tell yourself, But between heated arguments there's the unexpected moments of softness, the feelings you can't outrun, until stolen glances turn into late nights, and slowly love finds you where you least expect it. ☆⋆。𖦹°‧★ ⚠︎ Cautions→ Violence, blood, traumas, explicit sexual content, smoking, suicidal thoughts, self harm, mention of abuse and SA, minor characters death etc.