life's hard for a teenage girl as it is, nevermind being a famous youtuber's sister. that was life for beth payne. the original behzinga's sister story. could trigger with the subjects of: family, loss, anxiety, underage drinking and abuse. all rights reserved x my story is protected under the copyright claims attributions, no commercial and derivations act.

'Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed and hope you fall asleep, before you fall apart' Kiara, a paranoid 23 year old adult with the inability to let things go to plan. After a family fall out, the only group she can confide in are the sidemen. But can she trust them enough to tell them what's going on in her head before it's too late? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - / [warnings: mental health difficulties, bad story (good epilogue written 7 years later)] Chapter count: 26 Started- sometime in August 2018 Completed- january 10th 2025

I feel bubbly around you.

[ BEHZINGA ] | the ones who shine the brightest tend to burn out first.

he heard it all- every last word. the only thing he missed was who said it.

"promise me you will always remember me?" ethan said as tears fell from his eyes. "fuck you." was all i managed to get out before turning around and walking out his flat. i slammed the door shut, and leaned against the wall next to it. once i regained my vision i took the lift down to the first floor, when it opened i cried the whole way to my car. i opened the door and sat down quickly before letting my head fall on to the steering wheel. "why me?" i cried out. my entire life had flashed before my eyes.

All she wants is nothing more than to hear him knocking at her door. It all started as Liana visits her brother, famous youtuber zerkaa. Things were going well until she fell head over heels for his best mate WARNING - DEPRESSION, SEX, DEATH AND MORE! If you enjoy this book please vote or leave a comment just so I know people are reading it. Thanks honeys.

"pupils are forbidden to have a romantic relationship with a teacher." i quoted, accurately imitating the headmaster's voice. "fuck it." he smirked, gently holding my face and pressing his lips to mine. ❁ ❁ ❁ - miniminter au highest: #2 under miniminter7

simon was always clumsy, but after the accident, his hands only became even more shaky.