"Call off the search for your soul, or put it on hold again." A private booth, a broken heart, a girl dressed in red, at a strip club. because sometimes love isn't what it was ever supposed to be. ••• This story has a lot of more mature themes than my other works, incl. addiction, dr*g use, s*x work and toxic relationships, please avoid reading if any are subjects you don't feel comfortable with, please put yourself first <3

"You're drunk. You're always drunk. You can't keep coming here." "I didn't know where else to go."

"I want to change your mind." "Alex... You're drunk." "But my thoughts are sober." You just broke up with your ex boyfriend, and Alex is there to comfort you. Or, is it getting a little bit too comfortable? Will romance ruin your friendship forever? Highest rank: #1 in Alexturner #3 in Arcticmonkeys #1 in Arabella (16 y/o me was a little obsessed)

"Secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought..." AM AU