(Saiki x Toritsuka Story.) To everyone around him, Saiki seems completely emotionless. But whenever he's alone, he experiences only one emotion, depression. Toritsuka realizes what's going on deep down in Saiki's mind, and tries to help his friend. What will he do? Story contains triggering topics such as: Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, and Suicide Attempts. This story also contains smut at times. (I don't own the cover art!) This is an AU where the end of season three never happened, and Saiki didn't get a chance to get rid of his powers.

"so megumi, what's your type?" "i don't know. just someone i know is only mine? like i don't have any competitor and shits. i just want him to myself."