❝i've only just met you, and you already make me feel things i've never felt before❞ ; ❦...in which guardian angel Mattia is assigned a human named Kairi who turns his whole world upside down. started 2020.03.30,, ended 2020.05.23,,

Mattia moves into an apartment building to start fresh in the big Apple. What happens when his neighbor seems to have an interesting hobby that captures his attention?

⚠️warning this story contains graphic content. read at your own risk;)

Kairi and Mattia have known eachother for years and years. It's always been them, they were already friends when their group was made and they'll always remain friends, best friends. But not everyone see's them as Just friends. They've always joked about being a couple but never put much thought into it. That's what friends do, right? Thats what Ale and Alvero pretty much did... but then they actually became a thing. But, no, Mattia and Kairi were just friends. They did flirt and blush around eachother but that was all for the shippers in their huge tik tok fandom. They only really acted affectionate towards eachother on camera, right? Until they realized that's how they act all the time, only to eachother. (Bxb) there might be some smut later on in the story. I don't own any of the characters in this story. All respect towards the boys. Love them soo much!

When Mattia was little his Schizophrenia was really bad and he still can't control it correctly and because of that his voices that are inside of his head tells him to do things that he doesn't want to, when he was 10 the voice told him to murder his family dog and he did but he didn't notice that he was doing it so now what happens when Kairi's mom makes him volunteer to help with the Asylum for the summer?

"ɴᴏᴡ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ɢᴏᴛ ʙᴀɢɢᴀɢᴇ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅᴇʀ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ɢᴜʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀ ꜱʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇꜱ ʜɪᴍ ʙᴜᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ" ✨Follow Kairi Cosentino as he faces his teenage years head on✨ Losing friends, losing family, losing his fucking mind...watch it all unravel in... 💎Losing Control💎

Kairi is a 16 year old boy who moved to a new school and it so happened to be the same school as the one and only Mattia Polibio. Mattia is known as the bully and fuck boy of the school but Kairi didn't care...

mattia polibio is one of the most sought after tiktokkers. on the screen, he's the straight, cocky, and oh-so tough soccer player. behind the screen, though, is someone that is saved only for his closest friends. the amount he cares for his jersey boys is unmatchable, especially for one mixed japanese boy. when a video of mattia and his ex starts to circulate school and social media, everything goes to hell. kairi cosentino, a member of mattia's closest friend group, is also an incredibly popular tiktok star. on the screen, he's the small, yet macho soccer star. behind the screen, he's always by mattia's side. a loyal follower and somewhat of a puppy, kairi's junior year is full of feelings he didn't know he could have. but when an old fling of mattia's is exposed, kairi can't cope and retreats into the shadows. how could a friendship so strong be destroyed by one video? and how can these two boys make amends and admit their true feelings? #hipgeneration2019

okay I'm continuing this off my oneshots so if you wanna understand the book read the oneshots first 💞