"You Hurt Him." "I'm Guilty." Sequeal to 'Hurt', must read that first to understand events. ××××× Fandom: Blue Exorcist / Ao No Exorcist Pairing: Suguro 'Bon' Ryuji and Okumura Rin Status: Updating Trigger Warnings: Sexual Content, Gore, Strong Langauge, Sucide, Mentions Of Depression, Past Deaths, Torture

"Will you be happier when I'm gone?" - Rin Credits to The Wattpad Company Editor Team for the book cover😊💕💙

Rin Okumura has anxiety. It can be that simple, but unfortunately, it isn't. Ever since the fight with Amiamon, and almost getting executed, Rin's anxiety has affected him now more than ever. His old friends hate him, his brother probably thinks he's a burden, and he's just a messed up teenage demon who wants to die. After an ex-wire mission goes horribly wrong for Rin, these events seem to topple over his towering pile of problems. He can't take this much longer. He feels trapped. Emotions stimulate and override his claustrophobia to its endpoint. Can a certain grumpy classmate realize his mistakes and save Rin before it's too late, or will he witness Rin fall so deep that not even he can save the demon boy from the burdens he's trapped in? ***Trigger warning for anxiety, claustrophobia, depression, cutting, panic and anxiety attacks, and suicidal thoughts/attempt. /// I don't own any of these characters or some preliminary plot points, those belong to the creators of Blue Exorcist. -BoyxBoy if that bothers -Don't plagiarize!! Enjoy!

"A child that is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth." You can only repress your emotions for so long. At some point you'll find yourself a hairpin away from a catastrophic breakdown. What will be the detonator? The loss of a loved one, the reveal of a lifelong lie, becoming public enemy number one, your inevitable death? And once you reach rock bottom, where do you go from there? Do you succumb to your fate, or do you latch onto something to help you kick back up to the surface? What if that something was someone else, and what if latching onto them dragged them into the abyss with you, would you still try to survive? Massive trigger warnings: self harm and suicide. This is a dead dove labeled in bold letters, consume at your own risk. Rated #7 in #Yukio

An Ao no Exorcist oneshot Trigger warning: depressive thoughts, mentions of self harm, suicide *mumbles* the story is better than the description, I promise. Please read it, it's got some really good angsty shit in it...

A woman, bent on getting revenge, captures Rin and uses a serum to activate the violent tendencies that come with being a demon. Battling his newfound bloodlust and the words murmured in his ear by a woman who claims to be his ally, Rin must fight within himself to separate right from wrong.

⚠️rape, dysmorphia, self harm, blood, and use of wrong pronouns. Also lemon/smut but that is gonna come WAY later⚠️ Rin is transgender (female to male) and has a baby, a girl named Kimi Okumura. He still has to become an exorcist along with early parenthood. It gets stressful, but he gets though it. Can he keep being the son of Satan a secret? Can he keep his personal secrets a secret? Will the cram school students find out about everything? Read and find out! ------------ DON'T ASK FOR UPDATES, I'LL BE WORKING ON IT. DON'T GO THOUGH THE STORY TO JUST CORRECT SOME SPELLING MISTAKES. IF YOU NOTICE A SPELLING MISTAKE, DON'T DO THE "WORD*" THING. POLITELY TELL ME. IF YOU DO THE "WORD*" THING YOUR COMMENT WILL BE DELETED. Chapters 1-16 are the first arc, Beginnings Chapters 17-26 are the second arc, Kyoto Chapters 27- (??) are the third arc, Past

Rin Okumura, diagnosed with Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD) at age of 12, well diagnosed by human standards. (I've read a few things saying that it'd be diagnosed at 18 but its for the sake of the story line of Rin being 15). When Rin's adoptive father, Shiro Fujimoto dies due to his biological father Satan, and after the unfortunate death Mephisto gains custody of both Okumura twins while the Order decided to turn Rin into a weapon for themselves. When Rin goes to his new school- True Cross Acadamey he meets his twin brothers exorcist class. They all know he's a demon and the son of Satan, they think that he heartless for that reason alone. -Inspiration of the concept from 'Middle Finger' by AngelsInTophats- ~Blue Exorcist ~A little bit of BonxRin and ShimaxRin

Remember Sei Godain? That kid in the manga that Rin helped with his demon problem? Well Sei returns to see Rin again but what happens when he finds his demon classmate alone and crying...? What happened to Rin?!

When you're bullied every day for your entire childhood you might as well give up, right? Izuku did, until he learns of the many quirks he possesses and he discovers how to get revenge on everyone who dared to hurt him... Cover, characters and bnha are not mine but the story is so do not attempt to rewrite somewhere else, thank you.