Juliette Smith has always been the girl with the big heart. The one who puts others first, the one her brother swore to protect at all costs. Living under Jonathan's roof in LA was supposed to be temporary, just until she found her footing again. But then Billie Eilish walked into their world. What starts as harmless, the superstar hanging around her brother's studio, late-night conversations in their kitchen, quickly turns into something dangerous. Something neither of them can afford to feel. Because Billie is Jonathan's best friend. And Juliette? She's the one person Jonathan would never let her be with. Loving her means lying to him. Wanting her means risking everything. But some things are impossible to hide.

"ᴡʜʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ" ᴅᴀᴡɴ ᴀꜱᴋᴇᴅ, ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴏᴋ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ." - ᴀꜱ ᴀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ᴀ ʀᴇɢᴜʟᴀʀ, ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɢʀᴏᴡꜱ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ; ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ɪꜱ ᴇɴᴛɪᴄɪɴɢ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ.

ɪ ɴᴏᴅ, ᴄʜᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʀᴇꜰᴜꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀʏ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. "ꜰᴜᴄᴋ" ɪ ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ɪᴍ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ" ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʜᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ "ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴢʏᴀ? ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?" ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴘᴜᴘᴘᴇᴛꜱ; ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛʀɪɴɢꜱ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ɪᴛ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʙꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ, ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ, ɪᴛ ɪꜱ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ.

When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilish

[g!p] Eveline, an innocent girl who was convicted of a murder she didn't commit and sent to one of California's worst prisons. In this harsh place, she meets a girl named Billie, a prisoner with silver hair and blue eyes, sentenced to death. Although Billie is a fierce criminal, her relationship with Eveline takes an unexpected turn as their lives intertwine in a tale of injustice, survival, and an impossible friendship in a merciless world. Achieved : #1 in billieeilish #1 in billieoconnell #1 in eyes #1 in oconnell #1 in girls #1 in finneas #1 in gxg

Sequel to What He Doesn't Know | Juliette and Billie finally have what they always wanted: each other. The lies are behind them, the world knows, and their house has become a home. Late-night FaceTimes have turned into shared toothbrushes and lazy Sunday mornings. Love, real love, finally feels possible. But stability doesn't mean peace. Not when you're dating someone the world thinks they own. As Billie returns to the spotlight - tours, interviews, flashing cameras - Juliette is pulled into a world she never asked for. A world where rumors spread faster than facts, and where whispers from the past refuse to stay buried. Old flames, broken friendships, and one mistake that never really went away. Because just when they thought the hard part was over...They'll realize some secrets don't die. They just wait.

ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ᴍᴇᴇᴛꜱ ᴀ ᴡᴀʀᴍ ᴏɴᴇ, ꜱʜᴇ ɢᴀɪɴꜱ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇʟʏ ɴᴇᴡ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ

ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴀɪᴅ ɪᴛ, ɴᴏ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱᴀʏꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ.

sequel to mixtape for a rich girl!! go read it!! in 2008, arabella and billie were everything to each other-first love, first heartbreak, first everything. but when arabella was forced to move back to the uk, their connection snapped overnight. no phones. no contact. just a mixtape, a homecoming dress, and a memory that burned far too bright to ever fade. fourteen years later, billie eilish is one of the biggest artists in the world-touring london, living the dream, and still unable to scrub arabella's name from the corners of her mind. one dream, one concert, one moment in the crowd, and suddenly the past won't stay buried. across the ocean, arabella's life is loud, busy, full of people... yet somehow still missing something she can't name. videos of billie's london tour fill her feed. a face she once knew better than her own. a voice she grew up loving. a girl she never stopped wanting but has no way to reach. and fate-messy, cruel, relentless-is about to force their worlds to collide again. when first love grows up, what's left? a spark? a ghost? a wildfire? or something even more dangerous: the chance to fall again.

when arabella moves from the polished streets of london to a massachusetts public high school, she expects culture shock. she doesn't expect to be thrown into the glittering, chaotic world of the popular girls-riley, aubrey, lola, and tessa-where designer clothes, juicy rumors, and social survival are everything. caught between fitting in and staying true to herself, arabella's life changes the moment she meets billie: dark, magnetic, and impossible to ignore. billie is obsessed with arabella in a way that's thrilling and a little dangerous, pulling her into a world of smoke-filled band rehearsals, stolen glances, and whispered secrets. from y2k fashion to basement jam sessions, from flirtatious banter to moments that leave her heart pounding, arabella must navigate love, identity, and desire-all while figuring out who she really is in a world that wants her to be someone else. a messy, magnetic, and unforgettable story of first love, obsession, and self-discovery, a mixtape for a rich girl is a wild ride through teenage lust, heartache, and the intoxicating pull of someone you shouldn't want but can't resist.