A huge shoutout to @Sheewholoved for this awesome cover!! Not everyone has a perfect love story. And in Demi's and Haydon's case, it was so far from perfect. They had hate more than love in their story... When Haydon first met Demi, he knew that she was wounded by grief. But boy, did he realise that the wounds are so deep that they could leave her scarred for life! Unlike Demi, who has messy and rocky life which everyone knows of, Haydon supposedly has a perfect life. A good student, a dependable friend. Could his seemingly clean record be tainted with secrets? In their conquest to heal each other, will they bring out the worst in themselves? As they try to conquer their inner demons, Demi finds out some shocking details about him which leaves her in conflict. What will she do? Highest ranking #1 in beside you

This was one of the projects that I had been wanting to start a while back, but life was banging on my door. So, I had to push this back. Anyway, this is for all new as well as old readers here in Wattpad, for those moments where you are at lose and undecided on which book to read next. These are the collection of books in my library that kept me in "out-of-service" zone all day and night. I hope you guys enjoy them as much as I did. If you have any suggestions and recommendations; feel free to shoot me a pm or comments. I am open to talk about books and ... just about anything. I don't bite ... promise! On the side note, I also do editorials and revising so feel free to contact me, if your work needs some polishing. Keep writing and reading! xx Disclaimer: I do not own the cover nor do I want to take credit for it. I honestly have no idea who created that. If anyone knows who owns that beautiful work, please let me know. If not whoever you are thank you very much for portraying the feelings of all book lovers. :D Also, the arts and videos that I used in my chapters belong to the respective authors and artists. They have worked hard for them and I do not claim any credits for them.

For years, Rowan has been hiding. The shadows are where he belongs and where he stays, for in them, he can remain virtually invisible. Because Rowan carries a secret, and a dangerous one at that. When an enigmatic boy and a girl carrying several knives arrive, knowing something about Rowan's past that no one should, Rowan must make a choice. Stay safe in the shadows and keep himself locked away, or venture after them and risk upending everything he's worked so long to keep buried? TRIGGER WARNING: Contains descriptions of suicide, violence, drug use, homophobia, some sexual insinuations, and swearing NOTE: This is a first draft. I will be coming back to revise and edit once the story has been completed. Winner of the New Voice Awards in Action/Mystery Winner of the Universal Community Awards in Mystery/Thriller Winner of the Phoenix Awards 2020 in Mystery/Thriller Winner of the Spice Awards in Mystery/Thriller Winner of the Clover Awards in Mystery/Thriller Winner of the Borderverse Awards Season 2 in Mystery/Thriller