Kenma feels like he is dragging everyone down and that he is worth it anymore. His boyfriends disagreed.

[18+ Very dark and profound themes such as suicide, drugs, philosophy, abuse, etc. that can make readers feel easily uneasy as the subjects are triggering and disturbing.] •I suggest you listen to the soundtracks above the chapters for a better experience!• Plot: A young 19 year old red haired, Tendou Satori, feels alone in his new university until he meets Ushijima Wakatoshi on his way home. Tendou is not a big fan of social interactions, but remains close to his new friend until his feelings take over. This very close friendship will lead our two favourite characters on unforgettable aesthetic night adventures, which will allow Tendou to escape reality.

Story isn't mine full credit goes to bokkuroo archiveofourown.com is where I got this from