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ALL CREDITS GO TO "fullcollapse" on livejournal for this absolutely beautiful story. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay. Rating: R. Word count: 200,000+

this used to have an intro, but since i wrote it two years ago i deleted it please don't hate me for abandoning it, i realized it was a shitty story imo :') but here i am finishing it for all of my loyal fans... ah yes there's still good old sex and self harm in this because i can't change what i already wrote plus it helps with the plot so yeah

Ryan is cursed and Brendon is adorable. Others are featured and weirds things happen. (inspired by the anime and manga, 'Fruits Basket') **CONTAINS SPOILERS IN THE COMMENTS FROM RE-READERS! if you're a new reader, don't look at the comments!! ***unedited and p bad read at ur own discretion

Sage Smith is a 20 year old girl, used to knowing her way around Miami, Florida. But when her parents decide to ship her off to Las Vegas to live with her cousin, Spencer, she can't stand it. But only for a little while. Her brothers band mate, Ryan Ross, has a thing for Sage and she doesn't mind it. She has the same feelings. As they grow closer into a relationship, she learns "Sin City" is her dream come true.

Faith Jacobs has loved Panic! At the Disco since she first heard them in 2005, when she was 12. As soon as she saw Brendon Urie she fell in love. He had no idea who this crazy tween with braces, glasses, and acne was. But, as if by fate, he meets her at the end of a show 6 years later and invites her to spend the next month on tour with him and the rest of the band. Will their love blossom into something bigger than either of them could imagine or will their pasts crash together and threaten their future in a way that they can't handle? (Strong language and sexual themes)

-Undergoing major changes- When 18 year old Tatum Cole got into a cab on her way home from school she never thought it would change her life forever. Never in her wildest dreams would she have imagined she would share a taxi with the lead singer of the band she idolized. If only she'd known that climbing in after the one and only, Brendon Urie, would set her on the path to a wildly adventurous life - one filled with friendship, tour life, and the tangled web of romance and despair. Hearts will be broken, bridges will be burnt, and homes will be wrecked; all in the name of love and Rock 'N Roll. Who knew a cab could change so much of a person's life.

"And with that being said, Brendon, I love you too." • February 9th, 2019 / please read update•