hi im going to regret this but im going to make really stupid imagines about conan gray because i love him (disclaimer, no i am not sexualising him and no, none of these imagines will be about fricking ok? i love conan in the way that i wanna be his best friend so enjoy lol

Is it possible to fall in love with someone you've never met? Conan Gray might be at the peak of his career but he has lost all hope for ever falling in love with someone. Everyone he feels attracted to is either not attracted to him, taken or over him. When he sits down in a cafe to watch people, specifically couples, he finds a journal left by some dude called Patrick. Being inside Patrick's mind is fascinating and he can't help but fall for the boy involuntarily. He is determined to find Patrick because in this world filled with 7 billion he feels like his ever after. There's just one minor complication. Patrick has recently been deported to his very homophobic nation of Egypt. For Patrick Adel, life was always hiding. Hiding from the police that his family was of illegal immigrants. Hiding from his conservative mother his sexuality. Introverted and shy, the only he enjoyed doing was writing in his journal and exploring what he could do with words. But he lost it somewhere in a country he believed was home and the only thing he wants is a second chance. At living and making things right himself. How far are people willing to go for love? And what does love mean there is an ocean between you?

Admiring people from far away is not as scary as falling in love with them. Conan Gray likes a girl called Mae Diaz but they have nothing in common. After an untoward incident at a party he threw leads to him finding out that Mae's twin, Riley likes him, he decides to use him by dating to get closer to his sister. But that doesn't work out too well when he starts developing feelings for Riley themselves. Conan quickly realizes that he has never really understood love. Or himself, at all. Riley Diaz has secrets to hide. They are a trans boy and the only reason his family moved to this dead beat of a town was to reduce attraction to his queerness. When the school cutie, starts flirting with him, he is fazed. They have always liked Conan Gray but he would have never thought he would like him. Everything in his life gets better with Conan around. Though living in a small town may prove to be therapeutic, secrets travel quite easily. Jealous exes, vengeful people, forgotten fathers, trauma and the building pressure of senior year have tensions running high. Soon, Riley has a decision to make: to risk all for love and a boy who has been using him by showing who they truly are or to follow the rules of the conservative small town by putting his head down and pretending he isn't falling in love with a boy.

Conan and (Y/n) are best friends. Actually, so good friends that Conan knows (Y/n) better than her own mom. He gives her a gift for her nineteenths b-day that changes her life completely. But life is never really that hard when you have a friendship like Conan and (Y/n)'s.

((DISCONTINUED)) conan gray x fem reader (tw : abuse, captivity, murder)