A tragic event happened in Derek's life, which caused him to lose his sight. Can Meredith help Derek through this hard time? I don't own or write the story full credit goes to "Derek&Meredithloveeachother" from the blog "Surgical Language" site Tapatalk

You may have guessed by the title that someone is a rockstar well that would be Derek he is 34 years old and he's in a band. Meredith is a successful interior decorator she's a little younger than Derek. Disclaimer: I don't own the story I read it on Tapatalk and I thought I should repost it here for more people to read The original writer is "Justbreeathe" from the blog "Surgical Language" site Tapatalk Published originally at 2008 I'd rate it extremely mature +18 not so much in the beginning but it definitely goes down the porny road eventually so be warned lots of fluff some angst but mostly MerDer love. ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ Drugs Stalking Suicide

Meredith Grey is a young, sex craved surgeon with commitment issues and Derek Shepherd is a world class neurosurgeon with an adoptive father who's only life goal is getting his son married. What happens when they form an arrangement that gives both of them what they've been searching for, but doesn't go as planned? Background Information --------------- Meredith Grey: 25 Derek Shepherd: 30 Other characters: Amelia Shepherd, Richard Webber, Ellis Grey, Nathan Riggs, Rose, Cristina Yang, Alex Karev, April Kepner Warnings - smut, sex, mentions of drug abuse, possible illnesses and trauma, language, detailed sex scenes

alternate reality of Meredith and Derek set in different episodes and written as how I see them. SPOILERS AHEAD

Meredith has trouble being intimate with Derek after giving birth to Bailey.

Some of this story is based on diff episodes some my ideas enjoy:)

Meredith an Derek just found out they are having another baby. They are thrilled until Meredith keeps waking up screaming in the middle of the night dreaming something bad is going to happen. But will it?

Short One shot of Merder celebrating Derek's birthday. In honor of Pdemp qualifying as a senior citizen today. This is last minute and very rushed I'm sorry if there's any errors!

Meredith lives in boston for two years now, right after the one night stand with her then 'soon to be boss' after 4months she dissappeared only holding contact with her best friend Cristina Yang.

Meredith lives in Boston, she just graduated from med school, and she is going to Seattle to visit her family for Christmas. Derek was visiting family in Boston, but had to head home to Seattle because of work. What happens when the 2 cross paths?