He's an experiment and he knows that. He's never felt anything other than pain and sadness. That is until he was rescued. This is not going off of the show's timeline!! ⚠️Warning⚠️ Panic And anxiety attacks Torture Gore Self deprivation Homophobia Read at your own risk. I do no own any of the characters or art(unless said otherwise)

This Is my first ever story.... I Hope you Guys Enjoy!

( ⚠WARNING ⚠ SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, I WILL NOT BE REPEATING THIS, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!) Izuku Midoriya, was tired. No, not like he needs a good rest. He was tired of trying to motivate himself everyday, when the world was just working against him. His life is a living hell. School just makes him want to give up, but there's still something that helps him in life, like kirishima, but when he's home anything good that came from school... Shatters. Katsuki Bakugo, and Kirishima have both noticed the smile on Deku's face slowly disappear. Maybe if someone comes to terms with his feeling's in time.. Izuku might not make a decision that's been itching at the back of his mind for awhile now.. - This will take place at U. A. His mom, Inko, died, from a robbery, Izuku was at a friends house, Uraraka's, and couldn't help his mother, Izuku blames himself, as does his Father. Since she died, that left the heart broken boy with his abusive father. That's it all went wrong, where that smile began to fade. Where his demons became a low murmur in the back of his head, slipping unwanted thoughts into his... Fragile Mind.

"Why won't you shut up! I know how to control my quirk, it's mine for goodness sakes! From what it looks like you should be studying yours! Just go! Go home! Go do whatever you want! Go die! I don't care! Just stop bothering me! _________________________________________ If you don't do good with suicidal stuff, don't read. This is my first fanfic of 'my hero academia' please don't judge. NOT MY CHARACTERS! THEY DON'T BELONG TO Me! Fluff/no smut but if it goes there(which most likely will) I'll just say 'things got heated'. Sorry if you like the smut. but I promise you there will eventually be FLUUUUFFF! Yay! But don't read it suicidal stuff bothers you. Or reading about self harm. Or blood. Please. No post date. This book lasts a very VERY long time! Maybe can reach to 50 chapters? Maybe even, 70!? Wednesday, April 24th, 2019, katsudeku #1 Thursday, April 25th, 2019, bakudeku #9 Saturday, April 27th, 2019, suicidal #202 Sunday, April 28th, 2019, suicidal #65 Tuesday, April 30th, 2019, Suicidal #74 Wednesday, May 1st 2019, katsudeku #1 Sunday, May 19th, 2019, Suicidal #70 Wednesday, May 22, 2019, suicidal #61 Thursday, May 23 2019, suicidal #76

During bakugo's horrible bullying during middleschool, Izuku started cutting himself, drinking, and smoking. Once his mom saw his cuts she made him stop. She never found out about his addictions though. He continues to drink and smoke even now that he is in UA. He cuts every once in a while. But Izuku is slowly falling in love with his bully and doesn't know what to do. At the same time bakugo is falling for him and so is todoroki. ⚠️ Warnings ⚠️ Possible smut🔞 Self harm and suicide attempts Underaged usage of illegal substances Profanity Credit to all owners of art or content I use ;P [Discontinued]

this story is going to be bakudeku

Midoriya was in deep depression had no idea what love is since his mother Passed away his father did horrible stuff to him. Until One day...... Read the story to see what happens ☡Abused☡ ☡suicided☡

Katsudeku fanfic! Midoriya is depressed and Bakugo catches feelings for him *gasp* I'm so bad at this description stuff lol This may be cringey bc it's my 3rd book. Hope it isnt TOO bad...

Also I suggest reading the manga before reading this book because it has some MAJOR spoilers! THIS STORY IS UNDER BEING RE-WRITTEN SO PLEASE DON'T FREAK OUT IF A CHAPTER GOES MISSING! .:Story:. Staring down at the piece of laminated plastic in his hands; snow white teeth stretched as wide as it could be with happy lines formed under his dark eye bags. He couldn't believe it. After those gruesome hours of training of not only his quirk (is it really mine if it was given?), but his body as well, he was finally able to achieve his first goal. Or would he call it his third? Stumbling through his hero journey, Midoriya needs to figure a few things out. Will he figure those things out with someone he had always interacted with? .:Content Warning:. - Implied/Mentions Self Harm/Body Mutilation - Implied/Mentions of Sexual Assault - Includes Self Deprecating Thoughts - Implied/Mentions of Death - Includes/mentions Panic/Anxiety Attacks - Slur Usage/Homophobic and Transphobic comments - Implied/Mentions Abuse - Implied/Mentions of Neglect (More to be added) Open the story to read what happens!!

Izuku was kidnapped when he was four. he never saw who took him, but he does know that they hurt him, so... so much. they broke him in ways he didnt know could be broken. they forced power upon him that he didnt even know exists... they controlled him beyond his will. that is.. until the pro hero's found him rotting away in his abandoned cell. the people who kidnapped him left him there.. why? Bakugo wants to know where his friend was, and why he was now standing in his class looking like a whole different person. Kirishima has found two people in his class that seem to be magnets. they never leave eachothers side, and one of them never speaks. and Todoroki wants to know why this kid... peaks his interest. Kirishima wants to know who the dragon boy is and why he hangs around Denki so much, as well as where the two go all the time. at age fifteen, UA school come in, as well as when the new student, including Bakugo and Todoroki, as well as the rest of class 1A _disclaimer_ i do not own these characters! gore fluff self harm nomu deku some smut?