Have you ever felt like you don't belong? Like this place you're in doesn't feel right? Like you should be somewhere else entirely? This isn't right... Are you supposed to be able to fell a tree with your fists? Are you supposed to be able to pick up little blocks in place of normal items? Are the dead supposed to rise and walk the lands? Is that tall, lanky monster with glowing purple eyes that teleports around normal? Is any of this normal? This just isn't right... Should I be here? Well, at least I'm not stuck here alone. With them... it feels less like a prison. They make this place more bearable. In a world that feels anything but normal, at least they can make me feel normal. If only until we figure out if we're really where we're meant to be. Or if we're meant to escape this blocky wonderland. Cover Art created by: @Harusimp MILESTONES!!! Feb 1st: 10K reads! Feb 18: 30K!

⚠️ TW: alcohol, Smut, manipulation, abuse, Gore, fighting, self harm, violence, blood, pressure, weapons, attempted suicide, suicide, Slurs.⚠️ 🚩⚠️ She/Her pronouns! ⚠️🚩 This is a dream X reader fanfiction if you aren't comfortable you are free to leave also this is a realistic smp story. Also some events don't actually happen in the lore but that's just how the story I'm making goes. anyways enjoy!!! Also if any of the real people in the story wish for me to take this down I will do so they are real people and should be treated as such. FOR EVERYONES INFORMATION THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED. DUE TO THE PASSING OF ALEX, ALSO KNOW AS TECHNOBLADE.