Letting go is so easy for some but not for me. I don't know but my heart is just so stubborn. I don't easily give up. It takes me a very long time to let go. My eyes can always see the other side of the story. A flicker of light in the candle gives me hope for a better future. But that was changed that Sunday afternoon when I communicated with him the feelings I've been holding on...the hurt that caused me so much pain that seemed to rip off my heart again and again. I've tried to hold his hands, but to my surprise, it felt cold. I knew that there was something missing. Well, perhaps the pain was so strong that my love was overshadowed by it. It saddened me to know that I felt that way. But I'd never been so true to my feelings before. I just don't know. I could justify everything that was out of standard but not that time. Ending any relationship is really hard and devastating. I couldn't believe that I was thinking that way that time. Fear engulfed my heart. There were many "what ifs" in mind. And the thing was I didn't have the courage to say goodbye. It would be just fine if I'd be the one being left behind. I never saw myself saying goodbye. It was true that I've been so hard on myself. I'd been thinking of the feelings of others more than mine. My heart couldn't contain the feeling of hurting someone. In my mind, I knew that I should be kind to myself that time. I should give myself a chance to move on and grow...to be happy. For that one time, I wanted to decide for myself. I wanted to be true to my feelings. I am Faith and this is my story... Author's Note: I pray that you will be able to enjoy this story. This is the unedited version since I explored publishing this with WestBow Press in 2018. God bless you my dear friends and readers.

"What are you doing here?" I ask, feeling annoyed. He smirks and says, "I know your secret." "What secret?" I ask innocently. "You're Killer Kat. I mean, a dead giveaway, Kathy." He says. "Shit," I mutter, trying to escape this conversation. "What was that?" He asks teasingly. <~~~~~~~~~~> ~Published on August 20, 2017~ ~Completed on December 20, 2017~ ~Sequel - His Unexpected Gang (Stand Alone)~

You are a girl who recently shifted to Seoul for studies . You are still learning Korean language . You are an army and your bias is MIN YOONGI . You are not a sasaeng or a hard Stan but that army who respects their privacy . Unfortunately one day you meet yoongi on a street where he was about to go to a medical store in daegu . You went to explore there . You guys become friends and start spending time . As time passed you both became best friends . Mean while he even introduced you to other members also . Even Taehyung becomes close to you . You have feeling for yoongi from very first day yet you never told anyone about it . One day you tell Taehyung about your feeling on yoongi and he supports you . Even he keeps it has secret . Yoongi manages to give you a job as bighit staff where you can style them and makeup artist. They all treat you as one of them , they feel you like a family which make you even more nervous to open up your feelings towards yoongi . As time passes every one suspects you that you have some special feelings towards yoongi by your over carring towards yoongi . Finnaly you tell your feeling to yoongi . He suddenly starts to avoid you and you feel like dying . That is when other members starts supporting you and giving you hope . ~ I am telling the whole story here 🤦‍♀️ that's it with the description . I will tell the remaining story in the main chapters ~