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It's all about a teenager's mind, you don't know what's going on one second ur happy nd the other second u see flashes of all the dark things u've seen or lived through I mean it's difficult to make peace with it nd seriously that's a lot happening I myself do suffer a lot from from such kinds of thoughts I'm putting some raw pieces of it here so that u know ur not the only one nd I hope it helps u in some way or it helps u get through ur darkness because ur not alone nd it's gonna be okay!