Edward and Alphonse Elric finally arrive home from their long and exhausting journey around the borders of Amestris, but upon their arrival, something's not right... What happened to Winry? Hey there! I'm back again with another anime fanfiction that I'll probably never finish, but ah well. It's fun to write all the same. I hope you guys enjoy this!

**COMPLETE \ REWRITE** Mistakes are meant to be made, but not the ones that can create a never ending nightmare. Y/n has committed the ultimate sin leaving her to her own demise and guilt that will continuously build up till she cracks. She's bounded by the hell she created and is forced to stay silent in order to keep those memories at bay. But slowly she wishes for it all to end. Either by death or by freedom, she wants it all to go away. It is hard to see someone suffering even when they make their priority to hide it from you. Edward Elric understands this all too well and is determined to make things right. He's determined to achieve his goal. And is determined to keep his demons inside--no one needs to know how his mistake is effecting him too. Both are in the midst of their own nightmares doing what they can to fight against it. But one is slowly giving up, allowing their hell consume them. The other will do whatever they can to free them--to make them whole again. Even if it meant taking on all the terrors and guilt he would do it all. *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* Highest ranking: #1 in FMA & FMAB!! Thank you everyone!! XD WARNING: some chapters will contain self-harm and other mature scenes and topics. If uncomfortable don't read and don't complain about me not warning you. I DON'T OWN FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST NOR THE CHARACTERS! HIMORU ARAKAWA OWNS THIS WONDERFUL ANIME! THIS IS A WORK OF FANFICTION Started Aug 11, 2017 Completed: Feb 24, 2019 REWRITWE: Dec 14, 2021

Running from your past isn't a great way to face it. Luckily, you have someone that's always there for you But what if that's isn't enough to save you? Ed (shrimp) X Reader __________________________________ Don't own Fullmetal Alchemist

You fall to the ground, unconscious. Ed's grin turns down and his eyes widen in horror. A bright yellow light fills the room. He traces the thick black vine that reached out from the machine into your heart. Ed's knees gives up from under him. Al rushes in. "Brother, what's-" Ed turns to Al, tears and desperation filling his eyes. "She's gone, Al. She's gone. And it's all my fault!" Al's eyes widen as he stares at the figure behind his brother. Your body was vaporizing slowly. Al points towards you, shaking. The yellow light swallows your body, along with the vine and Ed's machine. Ed turns and hangs his head as everything falls silent. Al stands there wordlessly. Ed blinks away his tears, determination set in his eyes. "She's gone, Al, but I won't allow that. It's not a fair equivalent exchange." Ed looks up at Al. "We're going to bring her back." ~ Something weird is up. Your powerful alchemy powers were admired all through the land, and yet no one seems to know what alchemy is. That is, until you meet Edward Elric and his brother, Alphonse Elric. The two are fascinated yet understanding of your powers, and Ed is able to teach you some alchemy, though he won't tell you how he knows. Through many hardships with the Elric brothers, you begin to grow close to them, and even start to fall for Al, but he doesn't feel the same. Ed, though, falls for you, and you couldn't help but feel bad. You don't realize how you feel about him. That is, until Ed sacrifices the most important thing to him to be able to keep you by his side. ************ This story is based on the original FMA series after the Conqueror of Shamballa movie. If you want to read one for FMA:B, I'll have one up soon, as I'm not quite done with the series yet. But for now, enjoy!

You and Ed were amazing childhood friends. Your mother had died of cancer when you were 5, and your dad started doing drugs and alcohol. You are taken away from Ed by your psychopathic father to a place far far away. Little did you know that Ed had grown to love you dearly before you were taken away from him. The only thing keeping his hopes alive was the promise that you gave him before you left. Ed was willing to do anything to find you and get you back, to later find out that you had become a high rank in the military. Will he find himself still in love with you after so many years, what did he have to tell you before you left, and will you return his love for you. Read the dang story to find out. Love you bye!