And the only thing I knew for sure, is that I never wanted to hear my nickname spoken in defeat again. That couldn't be the last time I heard it. "Stop that. Fight me. Beg for your life. Something!" I pushed the gun against his temple. His head lolled to the side but returned to its original position. He still wouldn't look up at me as a few stray tears rolled down his face. He trained his gaze on the candle, making his brown eyes glow. "Three hundred and twenty. They were mothers, fathers, and friends. Every single one of them is dead because of me." He murmured. "Their families grieve because I made sure they thought we were dead." This wasn't how this was supposed to go. He was Bellamy Blake, when threatened, he fights back. His life was the only thing he truly cared about. Cutting corners and profiting regardless of the cost. He had become so small and simple that I could define him with only those characteristics. He was as shallow and transparent as the most common puddle. His death was an easy exchange because he lacked basic human decency. He acted purely on impulse, with no extra forethought. He didn't care how his actions affected others. He had to be. His usually demanding, stern voice wabbled. "I killed hundreds but hurt thousands. You grieve because of me. You hurt because of me. I made you into this." \≻≺/ Swearing, fighting, and death (which should be expected with 100 teenagers) \≻≺/ Story is intertwined with the storyline of the 100. I only own Mackenzie Spencer and Grayson Sheridan. \≻≺/ Highest Ranks: #1 in BELLAMY #1 in BELLAMYBLAKE #1 in THE100 #1 in FINNCOLLINS #2 in THE100FANFICTION #1 in UPDATING \≻≺/ TRUE ENEMIES TO LOVERS. SLOWBURN.

Mira was locked up not only for being born, but for stealing medical supplies alongside her father who was floated. After losing contact with the 100 delinquents who were sent to the ground, Mira is given a second chance at life when she is sent after them to see if the Earth is truly survivable. The ground is where Mira not only reunites with someone she thought she lost, but also reunites with herself - finding a world of possibilties she never even dreamed of. Those dreams are what led her to the start of her new life. Her new life on the ground. This is her story. (Ch. 1-20: season one) 31,397 words (Ch. 21-37: season two) 34,381 words

"this isn't a flower garden. you can't just pick your favorites and step on the ones you don't like" they say earth isn't survivable. they say teens can't be doctors. they say kids can't fall in love. but they also said the earth is flat. that women can't work. that siblings don't exist.

❝my wounded wings still beating, you've always loved the stranger inside me; ugly, pretty❞ [JOHN MURPHY / OC] [THE 100 SEASON 1]

❝ having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage, not weakness.❞ » book 1«

***I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 13 PEOPLE, IT IS COMPLETELY UNEDITED AND SUCKS. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED*** After John Murphy is banished from the camp of The 100, he roams the forest, more scared than he has ever been. Not that he'd ever show it. What was out there? Who were the grounders that Clark, Octavia, Finn, Monty, and Jasper talking about? What were they capable of? Of course, no one would ever expect that there was a small amount of civilization still existing, and they happen to be slowly repopulating about fifty miles from the mountain. So what will happen when Murphy is nearly killed by some of the less humane grounders, and is saved by a young girl named Eve that has lived on the earth her entire life? Unfortunately for Eve, the worst thing that's happening in this new world is not losing lives, it's losing yourself. Eve is nearly gone, simply a walking shell, until she finds a boy that has been living in space for all his life. Can he help her? And more importantly, can she find the strength to let him into the deepest and darkest part of her mind? Neither of them have realized it yet, but in this world full of pieces that don't quite fit and blurred scenes that no one knows the end of, they are each other's clarity. _____________________________ (Preview/Copyright statement in first post.)

"They won't let me stay Freya, not after everything I've done... they don't trust me, and I don't blame them. They just see me as... the bad guy," he confessed before he stood up, beginning to walk away. He didn't want Freya to see the tears slipping from his eyes. "John?" she called out timidly across the almost empty room. He stopped in his tracks, taking a deep breath and turning reluctantly, revealing his disappointment. "Yeah?" he asked. "I don't think you're the bad guy."

A 17-year-old girl convicted of the murder of her father is being sent to Earth along with 99 other teenage criminals. What will happen when she meets a certain troublemaker by the name of John Murphy? "I care about you" "Why would you care about me? I'm a monster" This a John Murphy X Reader Story (Also I don't own any of the characters)

After being locked up, and judged all her life Mercy Archer finally gets a chance to start over on the ground, but that doesn't seem to be as easy as she thought. Everyone has heard of the terrible crime she committed, but there is one boy that doesn't seem to be faced by it, John Murphy. They are both two misunderstood people that according to everyone else did terrible things, but did anyone ever stop to listen to the reasons behind their actions? "We fight every night for something, but when the sun sets we're both the same."

"Survival isn't who you are. It's who you become" Currently editing and improving my John MurphyxOC Fanfiction:)