Gillian was not a stranger to hardships and difficult choices. From the death of her father, to an unexpected pregnancy, she continued to tread through life with her head held high- or perhaps that was just the facade she wanted everyone else to see. Broken and insecure, at fault of her boyfriend, Gillian finds loving herself to be a difficult task. But when a new face appears in her explicit place of work, she's finally shown life can be sweet, rather than unforgiving and bitter. (G!P)

lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters. Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic. then suddenly it wasnt. 12/18/20 her mom dies and soon after her dad gets a job offer in LA. Billie. The popular girl. she had a heart of gold ,a smile as bright as the stars in the sky.Shes always there for others helping them with their skeletons and demons, but people never seemed to stop and ask her how shes holding up. Then Jhene came. She saw through the loud laugh and the bright smile. she felt weirdly drawn to her, she barely knew her but wanted to somehow fix her. "Whatre you gonna do ? heal me of all my problems ?" "you know what. maybe i will." billie scoffs. "good luck."

just read :) g!p

"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐠𝐨 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞," 𝐤𝐚𝐢 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬. "𝐢'𝐦 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞," 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲. "𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭." "𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭, 𝐤𝐚𝐢." 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 "𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞." 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐟 𝐢, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫, 𝐬

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

[𝗋𝖾𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇] 𝖨𝗇 𝖺𝗇 𝗎𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗉𝖾𝖼𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍, 𝖭𝖺𝗒𝖺𝗁 𝖡𝗅𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝖺𝖻𝖽𝗎𝖼𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗂𝖼𝗄 𝗋𝗂𝗏𝖺𝗅. 𝖲𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗇 𝖿𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗐𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗎𝗇𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝖿 𝗌𝗁𝖾'𝗌 𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗋𝗈𝗈𝖿 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗅𝗈𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖽. 𝗀!𝗉 [𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍: 𝟢𝟤/𝟣𝟧/𝟤𝟢] [𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍: 𝟢𝟫/𝟣𝟤/𝟤𝟢] ¡𝙼𝙰𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝚃!