I hate him.... I couldn't possibly hate someone as much as I hate him... Why?... Here's the reason why

The calm after the applause. The audience, silent. The arena, silent. Just you and the ice. Just you and your heart's erratic beating as you're unable to calm down, as you realize: this is it. The moment your whole life has been waiting for. ❆ This is not a 'safe' fanfic. This deals with a lot of mental problems and physical disabilities, so please handle this content maturely.