No matter how close you are to them, there are certain things you just don't say. No matter how lonely you feel, there are certain people you just don't befriend. No matter how much you've fallen, there's always a guy you shouldn't give your heart to... Sadly for me, I learnt the last one only after I had gotten my heart broken. They say that you shouldn't look down upon anyone, or you will be put in their situation and made to experience the crisis. When I was fourteen, I had rolled my eyes at a girl who was sobbing histerically over a guy who liked her best friend. And I was probably paying the price for that now. However, I was trying my best to fit my feet in the shoes I had been given. I was trying and I was managing just fine. What I didn't need was a trouble maker who entered my life without permission. The guy who claimed to be bowled over by me, the one with a broken heart. Little did he know, I had entrusted myself to Al Malik, The Owner of me and my heart. And if he had to reach me, he had to do so by pleasing Allah. Which wasn't possible for a guy like him. Or so I thought.

Rabbi shrahli sadri. wayassirli amri. wahlul uqdatam millisani. yafqahu qawli. [surah Taha] It is said by our prophet (PBUH) that "if a women prays her *five (daily prayers) *fasts her month (Ramadan) *guards her chastity and *obeys her husband, it will be said to her enter paradise by whichever of the gates of paradise you wish" 'Do you have a boyfriend?', 'Did your fiance confessed his love towards you?', 'Did he propose you? Aww that is so cute', really? How often do we ask those questions and how easy it is for us to answer them as a 'yes'. But do we even realise that it is not lawful in the eyes of our Creator? Do we even realise that we are violating the rules of being a Muslim because Muslim literally means 'the one who submits to the will of God'. The story stresses on the particular topics which the present youth is going through. A girls journey from haram to halal who was trapped in haram things and a lesson for those who attach their hearts before marrying.

#1 in TwistedLife. #1 in ForgottenPast #2 in Muslims. #2 in duaa #2 in Qadr #4 in haraam #5 in Hopes. I believed, This world is merely a test of strives. I trusted, Finding and falling in love... ... with anything attached to this universe ...would give me a string of heartache. For I felt, Nothing is meant to be forever in this mere world. Nothing. Then you came along. You came like a prince on your horse To sweep your long lost princess away. You brought back all my forgotten fantasies to reality To show me, It was just as fine as to have faith in those dreams. You came to shelter me in your arms, Shadowing me away from this world. You made me believe, This world is not always just about the pain of struggles. You reminded me, To not fall in love with anything that is not permanent. This world is not permanent, You are in this world. You are not permanent too. Again, you made me known, In your own way, You are not meant to be merely existed in this world. You are always supposed to be my forever, Forever in my breath, Forever in my heart, Forever in Jannah. Assallaamu alaikum everyone :) This book is my first attempt at writing. I hope you guys will support me throughout this journey. I will really appreciate it. And this book is open to all. Anyone can read this book and give your views. Non Muslims are always welcome to read. {Detailed blurb and description inside}