love your friends even though there new sometimes we not friends but we always hang out in the park weekends go to the beach but I always sad in the inside outside I am happy but I always pretending to be happy even though I am sad she doesn't know. I have a Cancer but if i tell her she doesn't want to be friends with me but I can't keep the darkness inside me even though it's my heartfelt it was droning I don't know what to do I have to tell someone June 23 2007. I can't believe in June I am going to die. I always cry. I have to tell her immediately hey Trisha it's me Mezel Gail I have something to tell you in June 23 I am going to die sorry if I haven't tell I thought you don't wanna be friends with me sometimes I wish I could tell you but I was afraid and I always be saving the memories we have and also I always be guiding you always who you are so please don't change. and every time always miss you and even this though I have to let you go so please don't change even if it's though to know so please who ever reads this please even you have a lot of to hang out and save all those good days and remember please don't you fight your there would be a time she or he would pass away so don't fight your friends I am hopefully you would this inspiration to all the kids family friends have responsibility to your parents teachers neighbors and home less people give them food or water or money please follow this don't break people s heart so please don't break my heart don't to me apart I know how it was trust me I been broken before chapter 2 lucky girl who world that is beautiful than sunshine than the stops going forward hdhdjjdjjfjjdbbxggdggdvvvxjsnjdhxbx hdhdbbxhxbhhrd hdjdhdhvxvxgdyhejdhhhddbdbdvxvxxvvxvxhdjejejjejejdjxhhxhxgxvd vxgdgddhhdhshshxgvxvxvddddbbbbjjkkjhh vvddhhdhbdbdvdvgdhdhdhhdvgjfhchhcvccvcvxbxbbxbxjdjdjdjjdhxbvxbdxbxbbxbxbxbdbxbbdbdbdbdbbdjdhdhdhdbdhfbdbdbdbdhdbxbxbxbxbxbxbbbxbbxbxbxxbbbxbxbbxhfgdddgbdbfbfgfvfvbfvfbfbfbbfb