"I Think I've Loved You Before" William Jakrapatr has spent his entire life haunted by a love he cannot explain. Since childhood, he has seen fragments of another life-blurred faces, broken memories, and a voice that never leaves him. A voice that feels like home. A voice that makes his heart ache. At eighteen, everything changes. The memories become clear. The face finally appears. And the name... stays the same. Est. Determined to find him, William begins searching-not knowing that fate has already brought him closer than he ever imagined. Est Supha is a newly appointed professor, fresh in Thailand, clumsy, warm, and far too kind for someone who constantly forgets he's supposed to act like a strict lecturer. His life is simple, filled with laughter, chaos, and small moments of happiness. Until he meets a student who looks at him like he's already been lost once. William remembers a love that ended in blood. Est feels a love he cannot understand. And when past and present begin to collide, one question remains- If they were given a second chance... will they finally choose each other before it's too late?

In a royal kingdom ruled by duty and tradition, Prince William's life is decided long before he can choose for himself. Commander Est is sworn to protect the crown, not to love it. But between palace corridors, wars and quiet moments stolen from fate, an impossible bond grows between them. As politics tighten and secrets surface, love becomes dangerous and choices begin to carry consequences neither of them are ready for.

Est married someone who never loved him. He knew it and chose him anyway. He never expected anything in return. Not touch. Not affection. Not love. He simply waits. But then William shows up and changes the way waiting feels. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 ache #1 nuthong #3 estsupha #4 williamjakrapatr #10 williamest ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, sweetness, cuteness, ache, and heavy angst -- be ready for a rollercoaster! Credits for pictures in the book cover and chapters goes to original owners, I do not own them. I simply found them in internet. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

A tired businessman carrying old scars and a nursery teacher living a quiet, lonely life would slowly become part of each other's world. Or that the little boy holding Est's hand would be the reason they kept finding their way back to one another. But for now, it was just another morning. Another greeting. Another ordinary day. And the beginning of something neither of them saw coming.

Est Supha is the "Steel CEO"-cold, controlled, and perfectly predictable. William is his shadow, the manager who handles his life so Est doesn't have to feel it. But when an arranged marriage to the insufferable Ella looms, Est's control snaps. He tells a desperate lie: "I'm already seeing someone." To save the firm, William must step out of the shadows and into the role of fake boyfriend. It was supposed to be a contract, a temporary mess. But as the lines between professional and personal bleed, Est realizes that William doesn't just manage his schedule. He manages his heart.

William and Est are happily married, successful, and ready for the next step: a baby. The plan was simple, Est would get pregnant. Life had other ideas.

William has always lived like a stranger inside his own home. Quietly enduring cold stares, harsh words, and endless exhaustion, he learns to survive each day by asking for nothing and expecting even less. At work, he hides behind soft smiles and tired eyes, convincing everyone he is fine. Until someone slowly begins noticing the loneliness he tries so hard to bury. And for the first time in a long while, William starts wondering what it feels like to be genuinely loved instead of merely tolerated.

When Nut escapes his own wedding, William is left humiliated. To protect the family's reputation, Est steps in as the new groom. Two strangers. One forced marriage. And a slow-burn love no one saw coming. (This is my first time writing. Just randomly writing fanfic nothing more . If there is any mistake plz don't scold me na. The idea pop up when I reading many WilliamEst fanfic,so I want to write something about them.)

William has always carried shadows he cannot name, memories that bleed into his dreams, fragments of another life he doesn't understand. As a police officer, he faces crime with steady hands, but when the murders begin to mirror something disturbingly familiar, the past he never lived begins to unravel before him. Est, a psychologist with a keen eye for secrets, is drawn to William in ways he cannot explain. Every glance, every silence between them feels like a story unfinished, like they've met before, in another world where love and tragedy were bound together. But their reunion is not unnoticed. A copycat killer lurks in the dark, obsessed with William's hidden past and determined to drag him back into it. As truths are unearthed and dangers close in, William and Est must face not only the shadows around them, but the ones buried in their hearts. Can love survive when it is haunted by yesterday's sins? Dive into the story and find out!!! CONTENT WARNING ⚠️️⚠️️ This story contains themes and scenes that may be distressing to some readers, including: Violence and murder (investigation, copycat killer), Trauma, grief, and emotional distress,Psychological manipulation, References to suicide ,Mentions of blood and crime scenes. Although the focus is on healing, love, and emotional connection, please read with care and take breaks if needed.⚠️️⚠️️

Est gave him everything without being asked. William didn't notice at first... until it began to matter. #williamest story