***Inspired by Tate McRae's song Bad Ones*** When y/n keeps falling the for bad ones she realizes how much she wants something real. Language, anything else will be mentioned in the chapter at the beginning Editor, friend, cousin: @bab3y_do11 follow her and read her books thx. Disclaimer: I started this before Zack and Emma said they were together. They are absolutely amazing by the way. I'm just putting this here because I'm anxious but...I know he's in a relationship and am not trying to say otherwise or that their relationship should be different. Just putting this out so I don't have people coming for me <3

This isn't really a story, it's more like a journal. Each day I'm going to (at least try to) write how I'm feeling or how school was or whatever. I'm not trying to get attention or have people pity me or something. I just need to write my day down, hopefully find some progress with myself and share it with you, to show that you are not alone. Please feel free to do this yourself or comment your day and we can go on this journey together. Love you! Disclaimer: language, mentions of anxiety attacks, suicide. If they are triggering to you I try to put them in the being of the part so you can skip it, if need be, but if it's sensitive to you, don't read.