Single father Brian May can't handle his two adopted sons alone: 9 year old Freddie is independent and witty, but most of all protective about his little brother, 7 year old John, nicknamed Deacy. Brian puts out an ad in the local newspaper requesting a nanny to take care of the boys, and six months later he can't believe how much his life has changed.

CONTENT WARNING - Self-harm - S**cide - Emetophobia - Violence - Queer-targeted bullying Brian and Roger are both new students at a high school in 2019. they have a hard time fitting in, and are often mocked and beaten up for being gay. also, there's Reddie in this. This book is old, is completed, and has archived scenes, which I abandoned and never published.