"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞."

(REVAMPED) 𝘚𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘔𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘊𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘔𝘦𝘯 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘜𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦𝘴.. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩.... (Story contains mature content; not suitable for ALL audiences. In simplier terms, DO NOT read if you are not 18+!!! Thank you)

🚩🚩🚩 Chris Brown is clearly someone who wears his heart on his sleeve. A very emotional person, someone who loves hard and wants the same love in return. He's someone who wants to find love, but he's looking in all the wrong places. He's dated all kinds of women, from strippers, to singers, to models, to regular women. All he wants is what everybody else wants, to be loved. One night after a show, on the Party Tour, he meets a woman (Shawnie Roberts), it's love at first sight. He does everything he can to make her fall in love with him, but she's battling her own issues, and things don't quite workout. Blinded by love, things quickly progress for Chris, but not for Shawnie, which turns out to be a huge problem for him. Not to mention a certain someone who also becomes a problem for him. With things not going as he planned, rumors begin to circulate about him, and Shawnie. With Chris feeling rejected by her love, he falls back into his old ways. He begins getting in trouble again with police, fighting, lashing out on friends, all while battling his addiction. In the process of all of this, he turns back into a crazed, love sick, stalker, that's constantly Under The Influence. ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ ⛔️ Mature audiences & Read at your own risk ⛔️ Drugs Sex Violence Emotional abuse Pregnancy related issues Mental Health Issues This book has a prequel, "Natural Disaster" which should be read after this book, and there is a sequel, "Under The a Influence: N2Deep" which should be read after the prequel. Note: If you start the sequel you might not understand what's going on. Gotta check out the prequel current chapters first. Cover done by me