My first time writing a one - shot book I hope you like it If you guys have ideas for this book plz let me know. ⚠️Warning this contains a lot of detail sumtt ⚠️

A bunch of different Merder one shots. All Characters belong to Greys Anatomy.

A better understanding of the 4x01 breakup sex between Meredith Grey and Derek Shepherd that delves into her inability to commit and his need for stability.

smut warning 😩 Meredith and Derek are living out their angst when Mark comes to town and she falls hard. Though he still has his job in New York and Derek still has a wife, they both seem to be attracted to her. What happens when something monumentally changes Dereks life making it impossible for him to choose between family and love?

⚠️WARNING: THIS BOOK IS MATURE⚠️ This story contains - longer chapters than most fanfics - sex - blood/abuse - violence - medical words - difficult words like 'svelte' - music [which will never be necessary to understand the book] . . . BLURB: Derek's catches Addison cheating on him with Finn. Finn is Derek's identical twin. Derek leaves NY and moves into the trailer in Seattle. Upon meeting Meredith, he starts to have panic attacks in his sleep. In his dreams, Derek meets his subconscious. Meredith helps Derek through his problems. . . . Tiktok + Instagram: goldempaddy . . . [I did not think that i had to type this but: anyone who makes fun of (rudely) or begins name calling in the cmt section will loose my respect and the respect of all my tiktok and instagram fans]

-smutt warning- a young derek shepherd, who is so accustomed to the orphanage, gets fostered by a couple in a quaint town in maine. his dreams of having loving parents are fulfilled and his life seems to be getting better as he becomes popular at school and becomes friends with the girl in the house next door. he is afraid that if he misbehaves, the parents may send him back to the orphanage so he swears to be the model child. turns out, his plan is turned upside down within two months of him moving in... (please don't post this story anywhere else) {around 1K words per chapter}

- short conversations that were supposed to be oneshots but i don't feel like finishing

ima warn yall now i dont write books and it probably sucks so i apologize in advance

Derek is getting married to Addison, but one night can change a lot, what will happen? side note- i don't own the characters, full credit to Grey's Anatomy :))