Besareen
Sometimes you know deep down that something's gotta end, but just can't help yourself. You're aware of the risk, the potential pain/ heartache, the inevitable goodbye's yet still choose to dive in.
It's like knowing the fire is hot but willing to get burned anyway. Convincing thyself that it'll be different, the outcome will be worth the risk and pain, and even when it's all said and done, you wouldn't change a thing.