Ataraxiz
"Clay was your normal bad boy. Got the girls, played sports, got into fights almost everyday, said and did things he wasnβt supposed too. Besides drugs, alcohol, and smoking. We werenβt really old enough for that yet. After all, we were 12. But still, he was rude. Every chance he got, he would pick on someone. He was so.. He was just Clay. I canβt even understand why, but around him, I was your normal outcast fangirl. Back then I didnβt really show much emotion, but I felt it. And I knew every time I looked at him, I had a crush. . He had these beautiful blue eyes, and long brown hair like Boo Boo Stewart used to have, but different. Clayβs was perfect. His body was how I describe a character of mine, lean and muscular. You would think he played for the NFL, if you get what I mean. Back then, I was into tan guys (not that I'm not now, but pale can go a long ways when it suits someone properly). And boy, was he the nicest tan I have ever laid eyes upon. He was beautiful. I hate to say it, but I rather have him over any of my Korean guys. Yeah, he was the definition of gorgeous."
I will have to say most of the story is gibberish, if you get what I mean. I'm not really expecting much from it, but here goes nothing, right? The point of the story was just to put it out there, and let those who read it that have experienced something similar to know that they aren't alone. This is a true story, and there is not any fiction. I was really young when this happened, but who cares, right? It's just a story about having a crush on someone who I never heard from again after he left our school. Normal girl stuff, if you get my drift. Thanks for even reading this far! Hope you enjoy my little short story!