4am Histoires

why not and its my book this is mainly just jjba i dont own jjba, it belongs to hirohiko araki >:(( its not mine

Insomnia is a sleep disorder, it makes it difficult to fall- and stay asleep. I've been struggling with insomnia for as long as I remember. The lonely nights that where either filled with desperate cries for sleep or horrible nightmares have consumed a big part of my life now. These are thoughts that go through my head at 4 am when. Thoughts about my life, about things that I'm struggling with and memories who haunt me. I'm not writing this for attention or anything but for me, because in a few years I want to be able to read this all back and be happy that I (hopefully) am not struggling with this as much anymore.

don't let the night catch you.

Just some thoughts and poems and things that spill freely from the techno-coloured abyss of my mind. Enjoy...

Just my typical night of insomnia, one in which I decided I would try to write some of my thought.

Poetry I have written through out my years, enjoy!

Late Night Thoughts as we think about all the terrible things that happened in our life.

Kinda depressing ig Tw idk Uh I am only doing this bc I have no one else to tell lol

sorry for my bad grammar XD

When your brain is different after 12am Writing while on the 3am drug

Heartbreak and Emptiness are two constant things whether you're living in one corner or another of the world. Somehow the heartfelt feelings of one become an exact manifestation of another. Sometimes you read something and it's so close to your heart as if someone's grabbed your feelings, shaken them and translated them into words that are so beautiful you just want to cry and bathe in the beauty of it. I am not sure where my poems stand. But I do know that what I've written, I've felt the pain of it a thousand times over and more..

I'm just chillin,,, in Cedar Rapids

The creatures that haunt his dreams now haunt his reality. The Writer struggles through a mental battle all while a mysterious visitor rings his doorbell. He'll soon find out why you don't open the door for anybody at 4 o'clock in the morning... Part 2, 3, and 4 Coming Soon.

"I'm sorry, I did this. I didn't know I was the reason." Kris Winfred is a ordinary school boy, he has excellent grades. Especially his three favorite subjects. Math, Science and Chemistry. Kris only has his Father, Mr. Winfred. His mother, long ago. Died in a car crash. But currently, Mr. Winfred is working in Nasa. Where Kris also wants to work at. His goals in life is to be the first ever person to walk in mars, a very big goal for him. One time, Kris was working in his little lab in his house. He was trying to work on something interesting and unique. But he had to start on little first, he saw this particular youtube video on google. He found it very gross and intresting to make. It was about a human sperm cell and an egg, mixed together. Which in other words, is called a homonculus. He went ahead and tried to do it. After 31 days since he made his homonculus, there was nothing. Absolutely nothing. Though, is it really nothing?

" 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐈 𝐏𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑," - * 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘺,𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴*

just like the title says

misery, joy, heartache and everything in-between. contains broken hearts, wasted years, midnight thoughts and teenage struggles. warning: contains swearing, mentions of suicidal things, death, anorexia.

Me trying to explain what my depression and what my anxiety feels like.

Seers, Dreamers, Believers and Doers.....then there is just Me