Freementalillness Stories

[completed] she's famous, talented and beautiful - that's what the media and fans sees. truly: she was broken. [ could trigger some people, so read at your own risk. please know that suicide isn't going to help you, it'll cause more pain, but instead of those around you. please contact if you seek help or advice: www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org or call 18002738255 ]

When you hit rock bottom, you can only go up. For Elizabeth Erickson, the climb back to where she was- and who she used to be- is more difficult than the fall. At 16, Elizabeth was set up to be a figure skating legend. She won her first national title at just 17, but by 18, she was crumbling under the pressure with lackluster scores and a program she can't connect to. After taking time off from the sport following an all-too-public suicide attempt, she's trying to climb her way back to where she used to be. Plagued with nightmares and insomnia, she spends her nights skating, alone under the lights of the rink. Until the night Noah Li walks through the doors, with problems of his own he's looking to escape. Noah Li was already a force within the figure skating world at age 19. With two national titles and numerous international medals under his belt. He wasn't expecting an ankle injury to take him out of the sport for so long- or to throw him off his game as much as it did. There's something vulnerable under Noah's confidence that draws Elizabeth toward him. As the two get closer to each other and where they used to be, they find themselves healing. But will a relationship help them fix their broken pieces or scatter them even further? -Completed- | Highest ranking: #33 in Teen Fiction | Wattpad Pick: High School Hijinks | Project Heartwork | Watty's 2018 shortlist | Originally published: January 2018 | rough draft

My life is good, I love my family, I have good friends, I live a pretty comfy life but why do I have a bad feeling like something is going to happen, like I'm falling. #Trigerwarning Cover done by the awesome and very beautiful @Mariexz

Winner of the Watty's 2017 Awards ✿ Destruction is a form of creation; buildings crumbled as he walked past. Khari Spence, trapped in a city steeped in hatred, longs to embrace his true self even if it means risking everything. He finds a fragile refuge in an old apartment with peeling wallpaper and blank journal pages -- and hopefully in a girl. Milo Locke, disillusioned with the hollow lure of materialism, seeks to rid the ideologies her parents forced onto her. When their worlds collide, will they help each other heal from past wounds, or will their secrets tear them apart?

*** this was written when I was 15, you've been warned*** [1st place winner of the Rose Awards] [#2 in disease 06.25.18] [COMPLETED ✓] Sebastian had never planned to leave the mental hospital. He didn't plan on meeting a terminally ill girl and running across the country with her. He didn't plan on falling in love. Sebastian never knew how to live, he just always dreamt of it, but Luna made him realize there's more to life than just suffering. -REVIEWS- "I wanted to say I love this story so much. I love the characters and the plot and everything about it. I cried tons of times and I laughed and I felt like I was travelling with them. Thank you for writing this story, it will be one I come back to time and time again." - astroids- "Ok, I don't usually do stuff like this but I just wanna say this book was beautiful. The plot was amazing. It's just amazing how you put it together so nicely and I really appreciate how you did. The characters were unique and it was beautiful seeing each of them grow. You're amazing and this book was beautiful." - likhangdiwa The Sea, The Stars, and Luna abbymurrin © 2017 ™

Featured in list STYGIAN SKIES on @wp_poetry//My second poetry book //Because what we do, who we are, however great and kind one can be, people can forget. mortal things only stay for a while in this world... but words are Timeless.//----- {current poem count: 16}

~My name's Lexa, as all of you probably know now. I'm eighteen but still don't have driving license. I honestly feel like I'm a newborn here. And I am in some way. I was dead just a few days ago. Now I got to have a second chance and be born again. It's different now but I think I can be happy again. I'm finding myself after a long period of time hiding in darkness. But you always need someone to push you forward, you know. So thank you, you know who you are. And I love rain, by the way.~ Lexa is 18 years old girl whose parents died in a car accident she witnessed. She decides to take her own life by jumping from the school roof but she survives and a kind doctor (Abby Griffin) takes her home. The only problem is that Abby has a daughter. Clarke's not happy. She likes her privacy and now she has a complete stranger in her room. She also has a few secrets she doesn't want to reveal. How is it gonna turn out? Will Lexa change the way Clarke behaves? And will she be able to move on? !THIS STORY DOESN'T CONTINUE MY PREVIOUS STORY CIRCUMSTANCES! !trigger warning: self-harm, many many deaths, suicide attempt, mental illness and more. If you're sensitive to topics like those, please be safe!

Brooklyn Quinn is a pretty boy. Pretty hair and pretty eyes. Pretty face and pretty body. Pretty laugh and pretty smile. Everyone knows Brooklyn Quinn is a pretty boy. Everyone loves Brooklyn Quinn. Except Brooklyn Quinn. {Trigger Warning: This story will have strong mentions of anorexia, self-destruction, and briefly suicide at times.}

"I'm tired of running from this, Addy. It's not going away, and I don't think I can protect you anymore." Addison Bailey was stuck in the wildfire that she called her life; never catching a break. Pushing through the traumas in her life, she finds peace in anything poisonous to her. One eventful night out, she stumbles across a godsend in the form of Beckett Emerson, a med student with an apartment to share. The pair find comfort in each other until a sudden reappearance in Addison's life challenges what they have. The past always follows closely behind in the shadows. There is no more hiding, no more safety nets. There is some drug use, violence and swearing in this book.

W A T T P A D F E A T U R E D -Discontinued- She's a mystery that he wants to solve, but how long before he realizes that she's a mystery she can't even solve herself. ❁❁❁ Former ballet dancer Abigail Hastings has experienced love in the form of friendship with her childhood best friend, Nate Belleview. But when a traumatizing event leaves Abby's mental state bloodied and bruised, the one person she always relied on gets up and leaves without a trace. It's been a year since Nate left, and Abby's still recovering from the broken pieces. If she focuses on school and her friendships, maybe she'll be able to stitch herself back together by the end of the year. When school quarterback and renowned player Jackson Henderson comes crashing into her life, Abby's senior year of recovery is compromised in ways she was not prepared for. But maybe, she isn't the only one with secrets. Behind his charming exterior and jock persona, Jackson hides things of his own that might be too much for Abby to handle. Will Jackson be the one to help guide Abby through her demons or will he nonchalantly enter her heart to destroy everything she's ever known about love? Copyright © 2017 Highest Rank #1 Wattys 2018 Shortlist Unity Awards Runner-up in Romance

He said he was too broken to love her like she deserves. But perhaps, it doesn't really matter. © stormborns, 2014.

Featured in @wp_poetry reading list [highest ranking in poetry: #83] They're not words... they are a part of me, just like my blood, flowing like ink through my veins, in the form of my songs, my poems... (collection of my poems. poem count:33)

*****The story will be unpublished on 6th FEB. Read at your own risk.***** CONTAINS TRIGGERING MATTER! READ CAREFULLY! The story is PG-13! He stepped towards me. "I'll find out what happened to you. Even if it makes me, I've to break you all over again to get out the truth." His warning brought a shiver inside my body, "Break me then." You couldn't break something which was already broken. ________________________________________________________ Alina Gupta never believed in love. She thinks people come and go, and nobody is bother about anyone in this big world. She has good grades, follow her parents rules and everything that a good girl do. She never speaks much, always has her head under the books, and be in the solace of it. Kabir Oberoi is a typical teen boy. Break the rules, smokes, drink, bunk classes, do pranks in school and get into trouble. He was a type of a boy your parents say to stay away from. He always wore an ego and smirk like clothes. They never separate away. He is famous as a "PRANKER" in the school. She is broken. He is having fun. She is studying at the night. He is busy partying and handling his girlfriends. She is innocent. He is dangerous. She is a mystery. He is an open book. Both are smiling outside but dying inside. Two different people. Two different lives. But, somehow, tangle by one single thread. Pain. They knew only one stare was enough to break them. Warning- It's full of drama! Can't handle the tears and self-harm then don't read it.

❝We all are addicted to something that ruins us.❞ Just some powerful quotes that I found and compiled them into a book. Highest rank; #1 in Poetry (straight #1 from March 16, 2016 - April 18, 2016)

•ᑕOᗰᑭᒪᗴTᗴᗪ• •ᗴᗪITIᑎᘜ• Sewn together, meant to never fall apart; that's how a family is supposed to be. Secrets -- everyone has them. But Ruby Grayson did not think there would be any in her family. When the holidays' come and she finds out that her family hasn't been what she thought it was -- perfect, she's going to learn that life isn't always easy. And with her SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) resurfacing, it won't be easy. But her friend, Luke Hawt is not having any of her weighed down lifestyle. Although he has his own demons, he strives to help her see that she has to learn to trust in God while learning to trust in herself. • • • • • • But when the edges fray, it's up to the person to find the intact point and try to mend what little is left. Because maybe, just maybe, the part left is the most important part. •Completed on 2nd June, 2020•

「 Can you teach me how to be happy? 」 Fujiwara Ao has been living the past nineteen years of his life in ease. Born with the ideal background and blessed with enough talent, that's what most of the people presume. In their eyes, he was simply nothing more but a rich, unsociable, and self-centered person. But what they don't know, however, is that the truth is farther than expected. In reality, Ao has been abandoned. Suffering from a personal tragedy that until now continues to haunt him, he was shunned by his family and left on his own. Ever since then, he learns to separate himself from others. As each day passes in a monotonous cycle, Ao finds no more warmth nor color to his world. Then one day, Hashimoto Rie enters his life. Stubborn, eccentric and enigmatic, Rie ends up pulling Ao to her side and urges him to see through an invisible kaleidoscope that alters his perception of the world entirely. And like that, everything has changed. But change... doesn't necessarily mean that it's always for the best. Or...? - - - - - • cell phone novel • #26 in general fiction ; #13 in short story • completed ; edited

"One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder." ------------------------------------------------ Story of a sad & lonely girl and a curious boy. ***trigger warning

"And honestly is that the only reason you loved me?" "Stop it! Don't you know you're the only reason I live?" ~5 Seconds of Summer fanfic~ Updated weekly (Sometimes more) | Book 1 in the Safety Pin series

Stains which showed a glimpse of life, Stories left untold, Unraveled by the tiny stains, Left behind to wonder what could have it meant Cover Credit : @Plastic-Promises

Formerly titled Butterfly ~~~ When former reporter Melody Tsushima was sentenced to twenty months in prison, she hadn't expected to be sent to Versailles. Cooking soups and planting daffodils, after all, was strange. But all par for the course at the so-called "Palace at Versailles," an old mansion equal parts prison and psychiatric ward for incarcerated young adults. And Melody certainly hadn't expected her own special assignment: to write the stories of her fellow patients.  A girl who truly knows what it means to be different. A young woman with wounds that run far deeper than skin. A boy whose heart is much too big for his damaged body. A young woman who sees the world as it could be, not as it is. A boy with too many souls living in him. A boy with universes in his mind.  All of them are unique, and all of their stories will change Melody.  // Note: this story was formerly a completed story in the fanfiction category. This version has been rewritten to be original fiction. Due to the request of readers, the previous story chapters have been unpublished, rather than deleted.