Satan_Sama
Read the tags!
> Jax-centric (he's the main character whether he likes it or not).
> Splits from canon... Sometimes.
> Cross-fandom voices stuck in Jax's head: Angel Dust, Rocky Rickaby, and N.
> Jax has D.I.D (not really)
> Found family? Maybe.
> A dash of romance, lotta regret, some angst.
.
"I'm gonna kill myself..."
Yeah. That thought shows up a lot now.
After Ribbit abstracted, everyone expected Jax to change.
Much to their disappointment. He didn't.
He was still the same sarcastic jerk, the same a[%$!#]hole, and the same guy who makes everyone's life a living hell.
Everyone in the circus hated that. Hated Jax.
But what they don't know, was that Jax did change.
Maybe not on the outside. But deep, DEEP inside? Now that's a different story.
Jax was no longer alone in his own head.
3 voices found themselves stuck in Jax's head. 3 voices. 3 personalities. 3 problems Jax can't escape.
One voice was completely unhinged. A dramatic, unpredictable wannabe poet who talks as if every word was part of some bizarre performance.
Another was a sleazy flirt who never shuts up. Every sentence was a shameless joke, or a jab at everything around him.
But the last one... The last one was kind.
Too kind.
Jax hated this voice the most, because deep down he knew he didn't deserve it.
He didn't deserve the kindness.
These voices never shut up. They mock him. Chat with him. Comfort him.
Worst of all, they have an ability to take control of Jax's body. Crumbling all of Jax's hard work in keeping up the whole act.
So Jax laughs louder. Smirks harder. Acts more obnoxious because it's the only thing keeping him together.
But the cracks are spreading. The voices are getting to him.
And sooner or later... something's gonna give.
The real question is...
When that time comes, will Jax finally see the humanity in everyone around him? Be able to redeem himself?
Or will he give up..
And abstract like all the others?