Adlutromance cerita

I need a savor. all I do is drink. I see grey or even blackness half the time. nothing is at it seems. I have no life. all of my worries are self made. I need help but who can help someone like me? I crave darkness and pain. nothing else matters. when HE enters my life I had no idea who he was. nothing about him made since. yet still I though of him alot. he was druggie. that much I could tell. he seemed so....dark. that what I needed. someone on my side. finally.