Afterhim Stories

Autumn Emery Delgado gets whatever she wants but not for this one guy. She likes Mateo Caliber Castillio, a man who doesn't believe in love, the one who rejected her. But when she said she wants you she will do anything to have you. 5 years of wanting her brother's best friend and also 5 years of being rejected. Will she finally be done looking after him after she confessed?

She writes him saying everything she never got to say and telling him about life after him. A series of letters showing the sadness of losing a friend and the hopefulness of moving on. (Disclaimer: This entire story was written in the time span of twelve hours. It was written in between appointments and activities so it may have grammar mistakes and be stupid but hey, I finished it so whoooo!!)

*sequel to him* The band got bigger. The tours were longer. The fandom grew. The interviews went for longer. The space between us, was gradually growing... and there was nothing I could do to change it. Rankings: #132 in "him" #372 in new york

The love that I knew wasn't like the ones written in a book. It wasn't beautiful and magical. It doesn't bring butterflies in my stomach and it doesn't make me feel special. It doesn't feel like home, I do not feel secured. It does not make me feel safe and worthy. The love that I experience doesn't feel like love. I'm not really sure if it is love because it made me doubt, insecure and unloved. And all I experience was pain. No it was torture. To see him love someone else when all I could do is to love him and let him love her. Now I don't know if I could ever love someone else, After him.