Afterhim Stories

She writes him saying everything she never got to say and telling him about life after him. A series of letters showing the sadness of losing a friend and the hopefulness of moving on. (Disclaimer: This entire story was written in the time span of twelve hours. It was written in between appointments and activities so it may have grammar mistakes and be stupid but hey, I finished it so whoooo!!)

Autumn Emery Delgado gets whatever she wants but not for this one guy. She likes Mateo Caliber Castillio, a man who doesn't believe in love, the one who rejected her. But when she said she wants you she will do anything to have you. 5 years of wanting her brother's best friend and also 5 years of being rejected. Will she finally be done looking after him after she confessed?

Love was never what the books promised it would be. It wasn't magical. It wasn't gentle. It never filled my stomach with butterflies or made me feel like I was someone's favorite person. The love I knew never felt like home. It never gave me comfort, security, or peace. Instead, it left me questioning my worth, drowning in insecurities, and begging for affection that was never truly mine. Maybe it was never love at all. Because love isn't supposed to make you feel invisible while the person you love gives their heart to someone else. Yet there I was, forced to watch him choose her every single day, while all I could do was love him in silence... and let him love another woman. Every memory became another wound. Every goodbye felt like torture disguised as hope. Now, I'm left wondering if a heart that has loved this deeply can ever learn to love again. Or if he was the last person I'll ever love.

*sequel to him* The band got bigger. The tours were longer. The fandom grew. The interviews went for longer. The space between us, was gradually growing... and there was nothing I could do to change it. Rankings: #132 in "him" #372 in new york