Alanas Stories

𑣲 .𖥔 ݁ ˖ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ lukas radzevičius x fem!reader after meeting lukas at a eurovision afterparty in amsterdam, you find yourself drawn to the lithuanian singer. what starts as curiosity and subtle flirtation soon becomes something deeper, and you follow him to basel, where music, laughter, and first love take over. warnings : alcohol consumption, usage of nicotine products, drug use, explicit language, cheating, sexual content. (all chapters of this book are also on tumblr (roryradz). this wattpad version contains longer and improved chapters with changes to the original)

If you like reading journals then you should try this one! :)

"Never let the past determine your future," they said. Seemed like pity words at first but maybe I was mistaken. Coming from a difficult childhood full of traumas (abuse, overdosing etc) and family members passing too early, little to no friends and a dream that seemed too far away to reach. What did they mean? Had I really been accepted to represent my country at eurovision? You had never even left the country. Will you be able to conquer your fears and reach the dream you always longed for? And who was that in the distance? (english is not my first language so bare with me lol)

She was supposed to fix the sound. Not fall into it. Eva, a sound engineer with a quiet life built on precision, joins indie band Katarsis for a string of gigs across the Baltics. She's logical, reserved, more comfortable with frequencies than feelings. But the band's frontman, Lukas-moody, magnetic, and fiercely Lithuanian-disrupts her sense of balance. As venues shift from warehouse stages to coastal terraces, and music gives way to intimacy, their connection deepens in glances, unfinished sentences, and moments too heavy to define. From rainy Tallinn to the salt air of Palanga, they navigate language barriers, guarded hearts, and the quiet hum of something real beginning to take shape.

random short "stories"/one shots of katarsis, if you can't tell i'm from ao3. Fanfiction, and not everything is true. some are my own experience, and some are things i got inspired to do. PLEASE READ: this book contains strong language I'd rather be hated for who i am than be loved for who i'm not.