Ambivalence Stories

I've been in love with him for 9 years, or have I? I still remember the garden he planted inside of me by the touch he gave me. Was it love or a figment of my imagination? What will I think if I run into him again? Will the future, I believe, be mine beside him......

Is it possible / For a person to be so torn / Pain festers in their chest / Like a stagnant poison, / Feeding on and unraveling / Their soul's meticulous knitting? / ... We are realistic and reasonable / The heart, / This wild, pathological thing / Beating uncontrollably in my ribcage- / We must control it.

Piper and Kegan used to be best friends. They loved spend all their time together and play lots of games; however, there was one game that Kegan started to have second thoughts about. Now they hate eachother Kegan wanting nothing to do with Piper, what will happen when they are forced to be in eachother's company? Will she be able to play Piper's games?

Ambivalence: To have two strong constricting emotions. Ex: Love-Hate relationship. He took another step towards me, an angry look haunting his blue eyes. "I hate you." His harsh words collided with my heart, cutting deep into the broken mess. "I despise you!" I shot my fist forward, aiming for his perfect jaw. "Then why can't you stay away?" His voice was suddenly soft, almost seductively sweet. "I could ask you the same thing." "Its quite simple, really. You are my favorite drug." With a smirk, he was gone. I took a deep breath. I couldn't deny these feelings. I loved him. I hated him. I needed him.

Emerson, or more preferably, Emery Lefer was 13 when her and her identically odd older twin sisters and baby brother were taken to live the life of Lucities. The creatures that just could not seem to down the idea that mortals could be treated without difference in the isles of Falfitixy, but neither could Emery. Her longing to have the beauty that showed through her sisters and the other Lucities was too strong and all she ever wanted was to fit in. It was simple really... but not with a cruel and evil Prince Oakley getting in her way. Welcome to a fairytale without your average fairies... or no fairies at all... Welcome to Falfitixy... land of the Lucities... I welcome you.... "Anfractuous Ambivelence"... by 00Love_Bug00 COPYRIGHT (Terms and Conditions): This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. Copyright © 2019 by Carmen (Wattpad User: 00Love_Bug00 ) All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without written permission of the copyright owner. First online addition February 2019 Book design by Carmen (Wattpad User: 00Love_Bug00 )

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Aurora was a simple girl, normal some would say. Perfect grades, looks, personality but she always seeked something more... Damian could be her definition of more. He was mysterious and charming, any woman's dream. Untill she gets to know him more and figures out maybe she wants to be her own definition of more. She wants to figure out this ambivalence for him. For her more. Update every Thursday! (I'll try) :D

Cannon is a sweet girl but has lost the feeling of extreme emotions due to past trauma. She meets someone that shows her the world in a new light, the time she spends with him makes her see the world differently. With more color and life to it. The ups and downs they experience together are more than she's ever felt, and while she discovers new feelings and emotions that she hasn't felt in years, something occurs that makes all the things she feels, no they both feel, seem worthless. Read my book now:)

Just a one shot I wrote based off of one of my favorite fan fics, Ambivalence.

.･⋆:°• ★ 𝗔𝗠𝗕𝗜𝗩𝗔𝗟𝗘𝗡𝗖𝗘. ❝I'm a complete stranger to this universe, how would I know who put us here?❞ 𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 a remarkable turnaround in anaita jones' life caused her main priority to get sidelined, and it made her objective to win the triwizard tournament seem like a joke. battling mechanical slugs and trying to survive from the inside of a giant and complex maze definitely wasn't what she had signed up for . . . AMBIVALENCE. ↳ (n.) the state of having mixed feelings about something or someone. 𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗢𝗜𝗡𝗚 !!! 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗛𝗢 𝗫 𝗙𝗘𝗠!𝗢𝗖 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 "𝗮𝗺𝗯𝗶𝘃𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲" 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗴𝘆 𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗽𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗿𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿. 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗶𝗻: 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿, 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗮𝘂𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗲𝗿𝗮 © 𝘃𝗼𝗶𝗱𝗮𝗹𝘂𝘀 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭 𝙷𝙸𝙶𝙷𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙺𝚂: #1 in emmastone #1 in ambivalence #5 in theglade

Where there is quietness there is emptiness. Where there is emptiness my darkness voyages. After voyaging my emotions are engulfed in doubt. Who can I trust? Who can I depend on? What's is life. Rampant goes my thoughts without any care in the world. But at the end of the day I have to be my own world. At times we all get caught up in thought, zoned out as people may say. This is something I composed while somewhere in that state as I decided to just write whatever came to mind. Enjoy :D

Haru, a second year in high school, struggles to confront his own emotions.

A cascade of emotions emerging from the Poetess' soul that is jumbled and unaccountable.

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day or a jigsaw puzzle?

keigo takami. femblackreader am·biv·a·lence (ăm-bĭv′ə-ləns) n. 1. the coexistence of opposing attitudes or feelings, such as love and hate, toward a person, object, or idea. 2. uncertainty or indecisiveness as to which course to follow.

Re:series # 2 | Started: 11/17/18 | Finished: 11/18/18 → Calix Cervantes was never a fan of La Vie En Rose. → Living a gray colored life for the past seventeen years, he gave up on trying to live on the other side. Where happiness awaits and all sufferings will be removed from his system. ⇾ He accepted the fact that he wasn't an ordinary child like the rest of them, his eyes were the reason behind it. He can't tell if it was a curse of some sort because it was always cold. Warmth no longer evident like before. ⇾ Still, as if someone gave him a second chance, Autumn Helling came into his life at full force. She wasn't anything special and yet somehow, she was pulling him in and he finds himself being almost inseparable to the redhead. → However, as his life in pink was within his reach, something unexpected happened and he finds himself slowly going back to his home, where warmth was not visible. → Still, in amidst of everything, he was thankful for everything. "In this world full of uncertainty, you gave me a chance to be happy."