Anamia Stories

Mia learned at sixteen that the way to be safe was to be small. She got so good at it that her body started eating itself. Now she's twenty-four, engaged, and working a job she's good at in a small Minnesota town she never planned to stay in. She has a fiance who cooks her vegetarian dinners on the Blackstone without being asked, a list of teacher comments that reads like a diagnosis she can't get anyone to confirm, and a body that changed when the antidepressants and antipsychotics did their job - and she doesn't recognize it anymore. The anorexia she survived as a teenager was about not. This is different. This is about undoing. Between the storage room at work, the stair stepper in the basement at 3 a.m., and the quiet war she's been fighting with her own reflection, Mia is trying to hold on to the life she built - the ring on her finger, the man who loves her, the job she's finally good at. But she's running out of room to hide the parts of herself she can't explain, and she's starting to wonder if the person who survived being small can ever learn to be enough. A raw, unflinching story about eating disorders, neurodivergence, and the exhausting work of being alive - for anyone who has ever counted a skipped meal as a victory, or wondered what the word enough is supposed to mean.

Hoje eu comecei. Passei por uma situação em que minha mãe me xingou de todos os nomes possíveis.E me disse que eu nunca teria ninguém.Desde os 16 anos eu tenho problemas com ana, mia e compulsão. Sabe quando você está tão triste que sente que finalmente encontrou o momento certo para parar de comer? bom, esse é o meu momento. E eu percebi. Estou 10 kg acima do peso, mas minha meta é alcançar pelo menos os 60kg. Tenho 1.65 de altura. começo a dieta amanhã com um NF com força;Quero eliminar 3kg em uma semana, pelo menos. E sei que vai doer, e foda-se.Chega de ser toda deformada, meninas. Acompanhem minha história , e me contem a de vocês. Só pra constar, a Ana e a mia juntas, já me fizeram ir dos 96kg para os 53kg , então não desistem. acreditem. A comida é só o que acaba com seu corpo e te faz parecer idiota. Não desistam, por favor.

Why am I so greedy? Wanting happiness beside everything that I already have. Why do I feel so lonely, when I have so many friends?

"I don't love you like I used too." A collection of letters to girls the narrator was infatuated with during her adolescence, capturing angst and delusion. Eventually enriched by concepts from films such as the Virgin Suicides, Girl, Interrupted and White Oleander. Keep in mind some letters are metaphors and are not to be taken seriously. tw: deals with anorexia and self-harm.

Shitty, try-hard poetry diary of an atypical anorexic

Katy has lots of problems. She has an eating disorder, a mom who is never home, and her best friend is a drug addict, but are things about to look up for her? Will she find her smile again?

TW EATING DISORDER I track and vent about my eating disorder here. Please dont report. Its my safe place. If you need to just block me but please please please dont report. I am not pro ana!

18+, TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorders A collection of poems, journals, letters, and stories following a young girl and her battle with Anorexia

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A compilation of some random poems I wrote during feeling different emotions. Hope they're okay.

TW: EDs. Do not read if this type of content is triggering to you! No harmful behaviors are encouraged; EDs are fatal illnesses. This is literary documentation of my thoughts about my ED.

𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴, 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭. {TW: this book contains stuff about ED's}

This contains my habits, my story, my struggles and weight loss...I understand how bad this is and if you are struggling get help but sad thing for me is no one cares, everyone is happy I'm losing weight and I'm pretty sure 99% of the people I know don't know what disordered eating is.

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Lada has an eating disorder. And this is her story.